Who here /KV/?
I'm sick of normalfag posters, only true robots post in this thread.
KV feels, normie hate, etc.
I kissed a grill but never had sex
At this point, being 29. All I wish for is a friend. I don't care about girls any more. I want a bro I can call and go out to restaurants with, or see a movie with.
22 year old KHV here, I still think about my high school crush alot and how she was the only girl who was ever nice to me. Sadly, it just wasn t meant to be. I miss her so much.
>>29692563
>Who here /KV/?
Me, to be honest.
>>29692563
i have no interest in kissing girls.only fucking
I envy KVs
knowing the pleasure makes it even worse when you can't have it anymore
keep your innocence.
k fucking off now with my horrible normieness
21 khv reporting in
I cant say it bothers me all that much though
>>29692682
Thanks
>>29692563
Kissless.
Hugless.
Husky'less.
>>29692563
hello, kv here
>>29692563
KHV reporting in. Currently trying to cut ties to all mediums of porn and not fapping for a month. Some fellow robots have also helped me get over my obsessive feelings for random girls by simply thinking of them a worthless roasties. Hopefully I will become the ultimate sexless being and there's nothing anyone can do about it.
I'm a lossless virgin in every possible way.
Yea, kv here.
I've been hugged by strangers before, and once slapped in the butt at the mall.
how pathetic do you have to be honestly
above 18 and kissless?
fuck...
>>29694367
How retarded do you have to be in order to type like that?
>>29694367
>he says on /r9k/
Don't even say "oh I'm just here for le helping people" either faggo
>tfw you can never realistically picture yourself ending up in a situation where you'll be able to kiss a girl, but normies do it effortlessly and think nothing of it.
>>29694530
Wannabe chad in here.
>but normies do it EFFORTLESSLY and think nothing of it.
No, they don't, they put active effort on it.
>>29692563
I took my cute little Korean girlfriend's virginity.
Do I count?
>>29694569
>be chad
>initiate contact with a girl
>she instantly wants to kiss/do anything with you.
>be girl
>literally any guy is willing to do anything with you
It takes them no effort, which is why they think so little of it.
>it's just a kiss, not like it means anything :^)
>>29694586
No faglord
women have treated me like shit all my life and now I'm just not attracted to them anymore
I hate myself for it, I can only get off to traps, because I know they're not women
Am I fucked? I don't want to be fucking gay
>>29694530
>the feeling of being a deer in headlights at the chance of being intimate with a girl and the fear of freezing up at the hypothetical moment of truth.
It's stuff like this that makes me want to avoid contact
>>29694670
>I hate myself
Fucking why? You're free from sexualit-
>I don't want to be fucking gay
shut the fuck up
>>29694717
Is there a problem with not wanting to be gay?
I dont hate gay people or anything, I just don't want to be one myself.
I'm allowed to want to be whatever the fuck I want.
Everyone in this thread is trolling, right? There is no way anyone could be 18 and not have kissed a girl.
>tfw there are actually people here who regularly hang out with their friends.
>>29694742
It's not about being gay, it's about cutting all ties from the idea of sex, and become ascended.
Also on a side note:
>I'm allowed to want to be whatever the fuck I want
Well you clearly proved that your sexuality is very fluid. I suggest to accept your fate as a faggot, since you like traps
>>29694770
>>29694367
Normals pls go. Why are you even here?
You're probably just trolling robots who want (you)s.
>>29694770
Hey you, you seem lost, here take my hand
>>>/facebook/
>>29694792
I don't LIKE traps, it's just that they make my dick hard, and women don't.
I want to change that somehow. What if I somehow convince a woman to have sex with me, but I cant get a boner because I'm not into girls, and I just fuck it up and never get that chance again?
surely there's got to be a way to develop an attraction to whatever you want.
>>29694796
>>29694801
>being this easy to trigger
Autism really does repel girls.
>>29694770
>Wow, I can't believe there are people that have had a vastly different experience from my own.
Why haven't you guys just visited a prostitute like i did? Seriously?
I will even help you find one
>>29694887
Most robots are too beta to go to a prostitute.
>>29694940
Same with me but it helped my boost my confidence like a good 70%.
My first time i had to get drunk and was so nervous i threw up on the way there. I felt way more comfortable as soon as i was with the prostitute though, they have dealt with nervous guys before and know exactly how to get you to relax. I still couldn't get it up because i was drunk
>>29694887
>le just fuck a prostitute, bro lol xd
>you get tons of le free pussy afterwards bro
Every fucking thread.
It's not the fact that i'm a KHHHV past the age of 25 that bothers me, it's the fact that a female human bean who isn't a family member, never showed me any form of affection, the thing that normies get for free.
I quickly realized as a kid i'm ugly and short, but come on, even murderers are loved by females.
>>29692563
>tfw my aunt and my mother trying to convince me to date this 32yo former slut so that i can settle down
the only one settling down is her. thank god i found this place, otherwise i think i could have unironically married her.
>>29694618
I'm fucked up enough to not call myself normalfag, but on a sexual/relationship plane I really am a normalfag.
My girlfriend actually actively put effort in trying to get me. Like the first time we met, she tried to get me drunk because she wanted me.
Nothing happened between us until 1,5 years after that.
However yes, girls have pretty shitty game. They don't need game to get laid, they only need it to find boyfriends or high value targets.
21 and still kissless virgin
I'm trying to set up a date with a qt. black grill but I have to ask her out first and that idea is still terrifying to me.
>>29695031
>I was too beta to go to a prostitute
>I went to a prostitute
Something is not adding up here
KHHV here.
Can rich people be robots?
>>29695097
>you get tons of le free pussy afterwards bro
No i wish but you at least lose your virginity
>>29695193
That's why i had to get drunk as fuck and still couldn't get it up
>>29692563
>23 KV
I really dont understand "no gf feel" because i have zero interest in having gf. I'd rather do something i'm interested in than give myself into normie pressure.
>>29695225
Did you read past the greentext?
Also i've kept it for more than 25 years, might as well get my powers at 30.
Am I fit enough yet?
>tfw turning 21 this year
I'm not sure how I got this far with so little interaction with women in real life, but it's happened. Maybe I should try hitting on the qts at work, but I'll probably fuck it up
>>29695225
I have no clue about prostitutes and such, but in my own experience losing my virginity somehow made it easier to get laid.
It's as if girls have a virgin detector which unfairly enough makes them avoid virgins.
Like the more sex you get, the more girls will want you.
A good friend of mine is 24yo virgin, and he is not even bad looking or dumb. He is just stuck there for no good reason.
>>29695097
Robots think there are cheat codes in life and those who are successful know them because they never work for it. Chad gets pussy for free without trying.
Which is completely untrue of course. Going to a prostitute won't magically turn you into a Chad but it is a significant first step. Practice sex with prostitutes and eventually you will get some game.
>>29695262
compared to what i used to look like
>>29695243
Yeah i read it and females don't give me any attention either. Prostitutes have to though, it's their job. Im just saying it was a really big thing for me as well when i was a virgin and going to a prostitute is only a phone call away. I know it's literally the last resort beta way but fuck it who cares, at least if people ask i can say im not a virgin
>>29695299
>>29695262
btw, don't just lose weight, you'd still look like shit. actually work out guys, it's a great way to spend a few hours
>>29692563
The virgin part is a little redundant isn't it? If you're kissless than its understood that you're a virgin.
Let's have one of those threads again.
113 here but I still feel that I doesn't fit in.
>>29695393
36, thanks to the bonus round with the animeme and hentai shit, wish i could be an apprentice tho.
>inb4 people pretend they get more than 80
>>29695231
I have no interest in sex but a qt gf that will love me, have similar interests/personality/sense of humor and wanna hang out together all the time would definitely be a great thing.
>>29695393
>33
Improvement from last year
>>29695393
38
I should just kill myself already.
>>29695482
>>29695580
>>29695603
>30s
Damn anons that's low. Share which categories you did best/worst in, preferably with exact scores.
>>29695184
>having a girl actually make an effort to get you
jesus christ how Chad can one person be
>>29695488
>I have no interest in sex but a qt gf that will love me, have similar interests/personality/sense of humor and wanna hang out together all the time would definitely be a great thing.
Nah, people only limit your potential by dragging it down. It reminds of those wussy married men who can only do things because their wifes allows them.
>>29694770
>There is no way anyone could be 18 and not have kissed a girl.
chad pls go
>>29695633
Pretty much all 5 categories I've scored incredibly low in.
>>29695393
>not a virgin
>had a relationship in the past 6 months
>have a job, my own place
>still ended up in robot-tier
Should I just kill myself now?
>>29695580
>>29695633
Scored about 3 in physical and did the best in mental, only leave my house for work and live with my mom. I like human interaction and I can make friends. It's just that I don't have many, and the ones I do either don't invite me places or aren't very social themselves. But I plan on moving next year so I'd hope I could be more social in a big city.
>>29695633
All of them. Maybe not physical, i don't know.
>>29695225
>No i wish but you at least lose your virginity
Well, sure, you lose your virginity when you hire a prostitute. But what of it, really? What good does that actually do?
Living as an older male virgin is a miserable thing, to be sure. However, it isn't simply a lack of sex that makes that state so unpleasant but rather a whole legion of issues that attend it. A man who has no recourse but to resort to a prostitute is a man that no woman authentically wants. Sure, he has had sex, but he has yet to experience anything remotely like sexual affection. He is radically undesirable, he had to pay a woman to endure him, to refrain from vomiting at his repulsive touch, all so he could pretend to experience what the vast majority of people do authentically, How could this not make a man miserable? Sure, the nasty little devil of virginity has been exorcised from him. But that's the thing; drive a devil out, and seven far more worse than the first rush in to takes its place.
And yes, a man that has visited a prostitute can honestly say he has lost his virginity when someone asks. However, he still commits something of a lie, although it's one of omission. If you tell someone you've lost your virginity, that someone assumes you've done so how the vast majority have. That person assumes someone wanted you, that there is something desirable about you. The shame and stigma of being an adult virgin springs from the fact that it signifies you are undesirable in a way very few people are. A man who has no choice but to have sex with a prostitute isn't relieved of that particular stigma. He is just as undesirable as he was when he was a virgin; the only difference is that he has now spent money to confirm it.
>>29695764
You know, WitchKing, a lot of people find your writing cringey and autistic but I really like it.also, this
Why is everything else accounted for, but not us? Why aren't there government-run initiatives to help people like us? Why can't we all just be assigned a partner when we turn 18, and live happily? Why is human emotion so complex and finicky?
>>29695909
I don't think it's that it's complex and finnicky, it's just that autists like us don't get it. Seems to come naturally to normies.
>>29692563
Normie here.
Hate away, beta cucks.
>>29695952
>This ugly robot son of a bitch is trolling super mad fellow robots and basically, you're fucking stupid
>KV with 40th in the rear view mirror
>>29692563
it hurts to live desu family members
>>29695879
>You know, WitchKing, a lot of people find your writing cringey and autistic
Oh, I'm quite aware. It's funny; I've asked on a couple of occasions why. Not that I was looking to change the way I wrote, I was merely curious. I mean, I've worked with the disabled, and so when I hear the term "autistic" it instantly conjures up images of fat men screeching while they fuck pool toys, unashamed before both God and man while doing so. How someone writes doesn't really enter into that picture. Or, incidentally, what shoes someone wears...I've always found those "autism fashion" threads perplexing. When one of my autistic charges was flapping his hands, squealing, and trying to mate with an inflatable dolphin, the clothes he was wearing at the time weren't my primary concern.
At any rate, the typical response to my question is that "no one talks like that". Well, of course not. I'm no exception. Thing of it is, I'm writing on here, not talking.
I'm a bit older than many of the posters on this site. I grew up without texting and I only first used email when I entered college. And so there's still something of a distinction between written language and spoken language for me. Even if I'm having a conversation through text, it's going to feel different for me than having a conversation with a friend on the phone and, well, I conduct myself accordingly. Maybe that's why I never developed a taste for the green-text style. There's nothing wrong with it, and I recognize that doing it well takes some talent and technique, it just never appealed to me.
So the way I write could mean I'm autistic; I'm no expert and can't really speak to it with any authority. But at the very least I'm not making love to balloons and using a mixture of pudding and my own drool as a lubricant. Well, at least not yet...
>>29692563
KHV, although I guess I've had a hug, just not in a romantic context.
25, kissless, handholdless virgin, no longer hugless which is a shame though.
I haven't ever given a fuck about any of this, I just work, listen to Hardcore/Jungle/Drum & Bass/UK Garage and read Yankii/Bosozoku manga all day every day now. As long as I don't lose the ability to fap somehow I should be fine without ever having sex.
>>29695097
this guy understands
the hooker meme will not save you. i tried it a few times and it was whatever.
i am technically no longer hhkv but i am still one in spirit. because still the only experiences i have had were paid for. girls still cringe at me the same way, still ignore me the same way, etc.
the essence of kv is that you never had a girl actually respond to you, want to be with you, want to spend time with you, actually want to hold your hand, actually want to fuck you, not for personal gain but because SHE personally wanted it
i remember a normie friend bragging about his morning with his girl once, wake up, bang, go take a shower, wind up banging in the shower, eat breakfast, bang again for good measure. this is how normie life can be. a hooker won't give you that.
>>29692585
Where you from? I'll move anywhere in the states, I have nothing here for me at home
>>29692563
I came here and thank god I did. I already decided back when I was 13 that I was gonna be alone and even when girls came around even one straigh up asked if i wanted to fuck i said no, and turned down those other girls. I was miserable, but then I found this place, and then I became more miserable because I realized its fucking hopeless, not for everybody but for me personally. But now, its easier to handle that I know its hopeless, I'm starting to get flashes of memes and anger in my head but then I just laugh and go about my day. I'm dying on the inside but I was gonna have to anyways if I ever wanted to survive alone
It's not about being a virgin...
>>29695184
You are a normalfag. You get tons of pussy. You are the Chad of Chads. Please fucking leave you MOTHER FUCKING CHAD WE DON'T WANT YOU HERE. REEEEEEEEEEE
>>29692579
Same, and better yet, I only did it once from pure luck. She was really cute too, and drunk.
After that I became a friendless robot and now I'm a NEET and almost 25. It all went so wrong...
I'm almost 20 and I don't even feel bad about this. It just doesn't affect me.
>no strong sexual drive
>don't care about people that judge me based on this
>never even got into a conversation about my sexuality
>if anyone asks, I can just say that I'm waiting for "the one" (which is not really a lie either)
>>29697343
>She was really cute too, and drunk.
oh and she was like 13 and I was 15 giggidy
But I'd probably be less unhappy if I had 0 experience whatsoever instead of have gotten a tiny taste.
I'm just doing nothing while waiting for this new vortioxetine anti-depressive to start working. But I doubt it will, fuck
>>29692563
I'm not a KHV, but my context is pretty /r9k/-esque
>Kissed a girl before I hugged one.
>First kiss (on the lips, mind you) in Kindergarten, at the age of 5.
>The girl grew up to be ultra-Stacy extrodainaire.
>Meet her again in high school, aged 17.
>She's become the most sought after girl in the school.
>I've become hideous.
>She definitely recognises me, and almost definitely remembers our childhood friendship/relationship
>She never even speaks to me.
Am I the oldest with 26?
>>29695393
>86
C-can I still stay, robots? I'm a khv, I swear.
i love kissing girls
>tfw lesbian oneitis
>tfw can't get over her
>tfw eternally damned
21 KV
Should see prostitute before 22nd birthday.
>>29698539
Lesbian oneitis? Story time, robot.
>>29694887
1) live in an area that's lower class (a small city)
>there are no prostitutes
2) live in an area with no work
>you have no money
>and no car
Even if there is work
>900 gorillion applicants
>HR hires family or friends
Pretty simple.
25 year old virgin. I think I may be too socially retarded for it to ever happen. I wish to die on a daily basis.
>implying fucking a prostitute is a solution
she would be disgusted anyways and just sustain your presence for a clocked time
Thank you for using the term "normalfag" OP. theres been a lot of reddit pollution over the years
>>29694268
Why tf would you want a Husky when you could have an Alaskan Malamute
They're like Huskies but better
>>29698893
"fag" is actually a derogatory term towards gay people, I would prefer if you used the suffix "friend" instead, e.g. "newfriend" or "normalfriend". That way we're more inclusive and not being prejudiced towards people with different sexualities. Thanks! :-)
>>29698932
Why haven't you give me one yet then.
Ehh?!!
>>29698669
What is there to tell? I fell in love with a qt lesbian.
>>29692579
Then get the fuck out. This is NOT a thread for you.
No date ever reporting in!
>>29698982
Nigga I'll give you one
Not even jk
Post contact info
>>29699097
I thought oneitis meant someone you hooked up with or briefly dated but never got over? She's your oneitis because you're fixated on that 'one' time that will never happen again?
>Listen to voice recording.
>Find out how nasily it is.
>Lose last bit if confidence.
Who else is a nasily voiced, acne riddled, myopic dweeb? 3 years of trying with women before I realize our voices aren't as deep as we think they are.
>>29695374
Whores don't kiss, it's possible to be k but not v.
>>29699167
>falling for that meme
very clever tripoi...........very clever........
>>29695393
159 faggots
I'm successful
>>29697162
thank you for this anon
maybe with this image people can be made to understand when they say LOL GET HOOKER BRO
>>29699174
well its not only that, it could be that, but it really just means someone you never could get over, it could be an ex or a girl who doesnt even know your name, doesnt really matter, the main point is that its someone you are unable to get over
25 y/o KV here.
I don't know how I ruined my life this badly.
I am a KV and also a woman
>a woman is more a robot then you will ever be
get mad normies
>>29695393
22, gtfo normies
Original comment.
>>29695393
>Physical: 12
>Mental: 5
>Social: 7
>Accomplishment: 2
>Bonus round: 16
total: 42
I'm true kv robot then. kill me.
>>29700526
That's so low....
I have to ask, what's the most you've ever done with a girl?
>>29700442
You must be fat and hideous.
>>29700743
Kissed with my female friend when I was 8, that's it really.
>>29695393
93 here
I'm just an outcast because I'm ugly and resent topical media and dance moves
>>29692563
FULL FUCKING KV REPORTING INok not literally fucking because I'm a virgin
>>29692563
18 year old KV here. Don't ever fall for the LDR meme or trash girls from /soc/.
Perfectly content with remaining a KV.
>>29692563
>KV feels, normie hate, etc.
I'm KV, and getting to be 27 years old in 2 months, but I don't hate normies.
I wish we could better coexist, if only they dropped the shame game, and us robots dropped the blame game.
Also I am strongly considering going out to buy some beer, despite only starting my "healthy foods" diet only two days ago.
Not sure keeping my body clean is worth having my mind bothered.
>>29694887
>i'm scared people will find out
>i'm scared she would know and shame me
>i'm scared it will be a terrible experience that i regret
>i'm scared i'll get some STD
>>29695224
Well I am not exactly rich, but I am KHHHV and I have a job, making about 3x the average wage for my shit country, and since I dont drink, drive, club, go out, travel or really do anything much other than "loan" money to my parents to buy stupid kitchen robots with, I have accumulated an okay bank balance.
Now if only the interest rate were higher than the inflation rate.
>>29701403
Tbh anon I think an LDR where we see each other every month/couple of months would be fine, I'd definitely take it. But yeah, LDR's where you pretty much never see each other suck. /soc/ not even once. I'm pretty content as a KV at this point as well, I guess that when you've never had something you really don't know what you're missing out on.
>>29701421
>I wish we could better coexist, if only they dropped the shame game and us robots dropped the blame game
Wise words senpai, but I doubt that will ever happen. It's just human nature.
>beer
Diets are the hardest to stick to in the beginning. The first few weeks and months are the hardest, after that it becomes a habit and you don't even think about it. Just stick through the difficult times, it'll be worth it.
I'm a filthy normie and I bet I could get any of you laid here if you gave me like a week of your time and a few hundred bucks to fix your wardrobe, style and hygiene.
I'd pay for the covers to get in to clubs and the bar crawl / hotel or whatever but you'd have to provide me a budget to fix your broken shit first.
I need a suggestion for a name for this project/blog though.
ROBOT2BROBOT sounds good enough
>>29701788
lol good post anon
>>29701911
I'd do it for sure if I had someone in the Chicagoland area who would be down for it. We could make a youtube series or maybe a cheap documentary about it.
The reason I come to r9k in the first place is because I can relate to the lifestyle. I'm currently in robot mode and while I can respect someone for choosing to life the lifestyle, to me it's more of a introverted hermit phase that I go in to when shit gets rough.
So I've lived both the normie and the robot life and it'd be interesting to see if I could drag someone kicking & screaming in to unvirgin territory and make them at least have a brief glimpse of what a real social life is like.
>>29702298
I appreciate the thought anon but that's not really what this thread/board is about to me. /r9k/ isn't self help or a support group, and it really pisses me off when normies see it as that and start to act all condescending to make themselves feel superior. Not saying that's you necessarily.
>>29692563
21 year old KHV reporting in. Don't feel bad at all. Women aren't worth much, I have accepting parents and on my way to a good job. Life is good.
>>29702440
I'm definitely not trying to be condescending towards anyone but when I read these posts, it doesn't seem like some folks are particularly happy about being a KV or whatever and it sounds like they're almost begging for someone to take them out and have a good time.
I suppose in some respects I see it as a self help group because people here are at least finding comfort in the fact that they aren't the only people on the planet who feel or act a certain way. Misery loves company, right?
Anyway, just a thought. Maybe if I ever see a Illinois thread I'll suggest this and see what I can do or at least get a good story out of grabbing a robot and taking them downtown to have a good time and get them laid.
>>29702509
Fair enough, I suppose that a ton of robots would enjoy that, or would at least like to try it.
What I don't like about posts like this is that they reinforce the idea that a good life, particularly social life, involves clubbing and banging sloots. Definitely not saying that being a shut in KV is a good thing, but people shouldn't feel like they need to enjoy and live a certain lifestyle to be on par with everyone else in terms of life quality.
Me personally, I have problems and I know this, I'm not saying I'm happy. But going downtown and getting laid is not really something I'm interested in, which is what all normals see as the epitome of happiness.
Sorry if this sounds bitter, I didn't mean for it to be that way. I can tell you're a good dude and you're just trying to help.
>>29702791
It's definitely not the epitome of happiness but it does make mostly everyone happy. Sex is pleasurable and pleasure is always a good thing no matter how you find it.
I'm stuck right now in a loveless, thankless broken marriage so I'm totally in robot mode and I know no amount of me going out and banging bar sluts would fix my problems. However, it would *distract* me enough from my problems to at least make me feel temporarily happy. That's all socializing really is. It distracts people from how miserable their lives might really be.
Most of the chads and normies I know are completely fucking miserable but they're amazing and fun to be around in a social setting. Socializing becomes addictive because just like anything else, it's a distraction and a temporary vacation from the real problems waiting at home.
I think that's all some people might need just to break the cycle of social anxiety and depression. It's sort of like being afraid of swimming as a kid until you do it, then you wind up usually loving it.
Anyway, you make some good points. I won't hammer on the topic anymore.
>>29702919
I desire intimacy but not sex, although I wish I did want sex because that'd make me a lot more determined to go after girls. When you spend a long time not really pursuing women and just jerking off to porn, you get used to it and stop craving actual sex. I don't even know if I'd be able to get it up with a real woman, I know that some people have issues with that their first time, especially if they're older.
I spent my teens (20 now) as an awkward shut-in with just a few close friends. I tried meeting people over and over again and always hated it, was uncomfortable and as a result the people around me were uncomfortable. Recently went on meds and I'm actually enjoying being in a group of 4-5 people for the first time since primary school, I can actually relate to what you're saying about socializing being an escape from real life problems.
My point with this is that a lot of these robots have problems that make them unable to enjoy these things, be it a mental problem or something else. They put themselves in situations where they're surrounded by people over and over again and they just can't fit in, they can't relax and enjoy themselves. It happened to me for almost a decade and I hated myself for it, and I hated everyone else. Trying over and over again actually does nothing sometimes, there are other issues with a lot of robots that need to be addressed first. A lot of times all that you can do for someone like that is listen to them vent and tell them everything will be alright.
>stuck in a bad marriage
Sorry to hear that, hope it works out for, you sound like a nice guy.
>>29692579
GET OUT NOW NORMIE SCUM
WHERE WILL IT END?
>>29701788
>I'm a filthy normie and I bet I could get any of you laid here if you gave me like a week of your time and a few hundred bucks to fix your wardrobe, style and hygiene.
Nice bait kid
It doesn't matter how you look and dress if you act autistic as fuck
If I go live in New York will I have a better chance of dating a qt? Hypothetically, speaking of course. I have no delusions that a kv could date a qt. Its just fun to pretend.
khv, have a 9 years oneitis here
so yeah, she loved me, i loved her, but both never confessed
she is actually the cutest and most perfect girl i have and will never met
i'm now to socially awkward, coward and dead inside to confess to her, i'm just trapped by my past shyness
i recently saw her smiling and speaking to a guy, she only smiled to me, and she ignores me since 1 year, so yeah i think it's definetly dead
i'm almost became a asexual, but being alone my whole life will kill me, i know i will never fall in love again
i'm shy since my childhood because no selfesteem aand confidence, normalfags at school and family always trated me like shit and laughed at me, it actually worked
>>29698539
Pls storytime if you are still here
>>29695393
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>Crossed out the top half of social, doesn't apply to me.
>>29704646
Just confess your feelings to her senpai. What do you have to lose?
I were kisless a few weeks ago
kisses are amazing robots. if you never get one then you're missing something amazing.
it's like missing the origin of the universe. and you'll die never knowing it's peace.
>>29705847
I'm sure they are fucking normalfag, fuck off.
>>29695393
I'm 19 years old and rank in at 24. By the law of the Grand Wizards I am too young to be a full fledged wizard, so I shall take the title of apprentice despite my intelligence and advanced status among my peers.
>>29704356
New York is a hell hole and I hate it. I worked for a month before being re-admitted to the psych ward, at a call center for homeless people, junkies, etc. I came looking good for the interview they promised me $12 an hour because I can speak harder languages, but they never put me in the group for those languages so I made minimum.
Spent $200 a month on train tickets to get there, $20 for the bus, $30 for the subway and made minimum working 40 hours a week. Take away tax and expenses and I barely made over one hundred. Its crowded, it smells, its loud, everything is over priced, there are bums everywhere, nothing is magical about New York City. I want to live somewhere rainy and quiet.
>>29697162
This looks like something those high school girls make about their made up problems. Fuck off.
>>29696449
Seem solid anon. I can't fap. The meds don't let me.
>>29705728
the problem is that i cannot be in relationship, i'm too much in pain and don't want to make her suffer because of my condition
>>29705923
But are there a lot of qts in NYC?
Well well well
>118
>once out of college will be much higher
>will never get off your board
>will never be affected by rees
>will never submit to pepes
>will never be a robot
>will nvr be mmrs
>>29695393
66
A strange life it is
>>29700775
just like most of us you fucking moron
>>29696287
which course did you do in the college?
22 khv here, and I'm in the military.
>>29694887
I'm planning on doing it soon. Should I tell her my situation?
I'm a 23 kv. Have had girls show interest in me, but social anxiety fucks me over
>>29695764
Well said. Every time I mention I'm a 35 yo virgin, I get the prostitute mention. There is no point in me doing that. I need the feeling of a woman actually wanting to have sex with me. If that never happens, so be it.
>>29695764
But what about in a case like mine, where I have had girls interested in me but I'm too nervous to pull the trigger? I've had girls ask me out but I've lied and told them I have a girlfriend. Fuck social anxiety. It's not really that I'm undesirable, it's that my own mind is my worst enemy.
all you old virgins and spiritual virgins, do you still believe in soul mates? that someone out there is for you, and someday you'll find her?
do you still dream of a great relationship with a girl? if so, how have you managed to stay un-jaded throughout all these lonely years?
>>29695287
>It's as if girls have a virgin detector which unfairly enough makes them avoid virgins.
Like the more sex you get, the more girls will want you.
They don't have a virgin detector, they have a confidence detector. And the more you get laid, the more confident you get.
>>29709891
>do you still dream of a great relationship with a girl?
Yes
>if so, how have you managed to stay un-jaded throughout all these lonely years?
I don't understand
