>about to go to sleep
>mind starts thinking of all the shitty awkward social interactions I've had
>cringe about it and can't sleep
>>29691291
I get those flashbacks but they hit me randomly during the day. It's kinda what I imagine being struck by lightning feels like. My urge to die goes up 10000% for about a millisecond.
>have a spontaneous social interaction
>replay the scene in head endlessly like the words were the very harmonies of heaven
I'm not sure which is worse
>>29691291
drink 3 shots of vodka, the mild numbness and dizziness will make those thoughts seem petty and put you right to sleep
>>29691495
Everyday ? No thanks.
>>29691495
>tfw iron constitution
>not affected by drugs or alcohol unless a take an absolute fuck tonne of it
The only good thing about this is it could make me look cool at a party, but I've never been to a party and I have no friends
>>29691291
Someone explain that image.
Rubbing a dick with paper doesn't cause death.
>>29691695
>he's never had paper rubbed on his dick
you're a lucky man, thank fucking god it only happened to me for a few seconds, I cant image how bad it is after a minute.
>>29691291
>try to go to sleep
>start sleeping
>dream about qt I met in high school 6 years ago
>we're in the middle of the forest sitting next to eachother
>I'm not me
>I'm different, alternate
>the acne scars on my face are gone
>I'm wearing some sunglasses
>hair is longer
>I'm slightly more fit
>have some stubble instead of baby face
>suddenly she gives me a warm embrace
>it feels so real as if she was actually there
>feel her chest against mine
>feel my arms around her
>feel her arms around me
>heart feels like it's melting
>butterflies in my chest
>she nuzzles her head against mine
>we start kissing
>tumbling along the forest floor
>wake up
>feel like my dream was the real reality
>or what could've been
>wonder if I tapped into an alternate reality where I did X different
>cry
>descend farther into the void
I can't keep doing this, Isabbella.
