Why is going outside so difficult? I haven't left my house in over two months.
Why don't I want to do anything?
>>29689548
if the motivation to do something never hits you, you must rely on discipline. you just have to walk out the door and start walking.
>tfw it takes a full week to muster up the strength to take a shower
>I know the shower will feel good and I'll feel better afterwards
>still can't bring myself to do it regularly
>>29689712
>start walking
>realize nothing to do because no friends or hobbies
>walk back inside
>force self to walk back out later
>do the same thing
>repeat every 6 hours
>>29689743
Everything feels do devoid of purpose and enjoyment. I tell myself to brush my teeth or I'll end up needing dental surgery, and it takes me days to actually do it.
>>29689828
I don't even particularly want friends, or anything really. Everything feels so empty. The only thing I find myself wanting all that often, is to just die in my sleep - I doubt I will kill myself in the near future.
