I don't want to be a lazy fuck any more.
After 22 years I can't even feel disgust I feel like I've blocked all my emotions.
I know that I will never be happy in my current situation but I'm litterally too lazy for anything.
Right now I'm motivated but I know that my brain will find excuses later to do nothing and stay at the computer all day.
How do I change my ways ?
I almost passed out after 40 sit ups
You contradict yourself, if your brain would be sure you'll be unhappy it won't even think about sitting in front of pc.
Truth is it's more comfortable for you than obviously risky and tough "making it" part. Another fun thing is that there's no making it. But you can try to check if for yourself.
It starts from self discipline. Do your faggy push ups, but every day. Start learning something. Get a job or go for a degree, that's a must. First month it will such. After that you'll feel good as you'll see some progress. Repeat. Or just wait till your parents pass away and you'll be forced to do it
>>29683344
At least you had the motivation to do sit ups man
>>29683297
I felt like this a year or so ago. Still do to some extent, but now I'm getting a job. You can be a lazy piece of shit and still end up leading a relatively normal life.
>>29683454
Can't argue with that.
It's true that I like being lazy I don't want to become a productive member of society etc... It's just that I'm becoming more and more stressed about my incoming future.
I just want to stop being lazy to get somewhat of a "safe" situation then I can get lazy again
