sweet jesus.. i am truly an autist. it all comes back to me. all the cringe worthy moments of mine.. all those failed attempts to romance and make friends.. all these job difficulties i have and work bullying.. my inability to haggle anything...
what do i do now?
should i go to the doctor?
>tfw you swear to yourself because you remember yet another cringe moment
same t b h.
I just kind of block it out now. Haven't really been that terrible for a few years now. Fuck was I ever retarded from 16-19.
>>29663514
>should i go to the doctor?
> Doc, I am autism, the thought occured to me after reading a mysoginist manchildren schoolshooters-celebrating imageboard.
Think this one carefully.
>>29663514
Do you genuinely suspect having an autism spectrum disorder? You should read about them, do some online tests and ask your parents about your childhood. I'm not saying that going to a doctor is a bad idea, but you should research for yourself if it fits and what traits you might have.
op here
this is terrible. all these weird interactions with people. all this communication struggle. the emotional block..
.. there is no cure for me..
>>29663834
what happens then? i seem to go by well enough to be considered normal but weird enough to look off socially.
>>29663929
What do you mean by 'what happens then?'
It's up to you if you want to try getting a diagnosis or not. If you suspect having an ASD and it causes you problems, I don't see why you shouldn't get examined. There isn't any real "cure" to ASD's but you can get different kinds of support depending on your situation.
Try this and post the results if you want: http://www.rdos.net/eng/Aspie-quiz.php