That exact moment whem you lay on your bed thinking about life, facing how terrible it is and planning your suicide:
What track do you listen to?
https://youtu.be/1lyu1KKwC74
>>29663295
This one
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n6P0SitRwy8
>>29663295
Be happy about your imminent demise:
https://youtu.be/OmnCkhiHMcY
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-5gk1aIDfX8
this one
>>29663295
There can be only one. Virgil Fox - Come, Sweeth Death.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U_lcWj4DZWI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlBiLNN1NhQ
I wanna go out with a laugh
Listen to some 90's modest mouse no joke
bright eyes
damn near anything makes me depressed and nostalgic these days
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xSi_FE52TAY Basically almost anything by the Antlers
>>29664303
>bright eyes
this was me in high school because i was a huge faggot. can't listen to it anymore even though i still like it because it makes me want to go kill myself immediately.
i go for numb sad now, when i feel like dying:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Aj9_8t1eQc
>>29663417
I don't know why, but that song makes me a bit unnderved. It's great, but i'd prefer "24" or "Medicine bottle"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUhimrxosdw
this shit right there (and the rest of this album) always makes me just want to disappear
>>29663295
Something uplifting
When you go don't you want to make your last memories enjoyable?
>>29663295
This, for sure. http://youtu.be/irofGXShnVc
>>29664579 (same fag)
I can't pick a track so I chose the whole album
>>29664303
Mah nigga.
First day of my life. Sang it to my ex on our first date, she had the biggest smile and was crying. 2 days and it'll be the 3 year anniversary.
She texted me a month ago. Told me she still thinks of me whenever she hears that song, that she cried at work right after we broke up because it started playing.
And I like the idea of bringing a little irony to my death anyway. You should carefully craft your suicide, it's the last thing you'll ever do.
I've got 300 feet of twine that her and I bought together for our first hike. We used a little on camping trips, but there's a ton left.
I'm hand-braiding it into a rope, taking my time with it, tucking the first picture she ever gave me in my pocket right next to my note.
The note will read "Alright, you won. But I didn't go out like a bitch."
Elliott Smith definately deserves a mention
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6_oYRMZKEFg
This is a happy song, but it reminds me that my life is meaningless.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QP083WYIZbo
Fucking normie trash music.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=SGGgwB6axfQ
>>29664681
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pfIvNtA08hI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A5jdrMi2qVU
ye
>>29663295
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=klntG4J4voA
despite the beat, the lyrics are depressing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1nSkEWl8w0o
The lyrics do it for me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PeLuQ6X2ixI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NFQ4nuUuwNo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7aLPQEfrFE
Daughter
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ld5O2cYIoh8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uUWrcFpmI5U
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=63xjiLDRWBI
>>29664878
>>29664988
good shit right here
orrrrrriginal
This song just leaves me hollow afterwards, dunno why
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-3UpL6MkZ0
>>29665037
Thanks for the (you) my friend, Here's some more
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ns54m4yLqTQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VbYN51rdvjo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b3GkxRCRoik
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFjuPbCShBw
When I feel down, I listen to this, and realize this person has a better life than me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QU0oeghlCB4
ironically happy music depresses me the most
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=inxPwmXHC0E&index=34
feelios
Katatonia - Last Song Before the Fade
>how could i ever forget our days? I drown in silver, set to go, unafraid into the blue, blue waves. Though I had hoped to hear your voice there. A last song before the fade.
>>29665139
Do you like they might be giants, anon?
They've pretty much nailed the "upbeat sound and clever lyrics for a sad subject" thing down. Narrow your eyes has some pretty upbeat bits, but is clearly a sad song.
Don't let's start is pretty quick and catchy but seems to be about an older man seeing a much younger woman who is a total slut. I love you for psychological reasons is pretty new and has amazing lyrics.
They have tons of bittersweet songs.
>>29663295
Something by radiohead
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6fA_pTaXBT8
This whole album, really.
>>29665351
Remember when fades were trendy in the 90's? Like everybody'd be like "yo gimme a fade" and the barber be like "5 dollars buster" and you leave looking crisp as fuck.
Dem feels, man.
I push my fingers into my EYES! IT'S THE ONLY THING THAT SLOWLY STOPS THE ACHE!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6fVE8kSM43I
Carissa's Wierd - So You Wanna Be A Superhero
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7zHZrcHdxg
>>29664579
I like this way better than streetlights ska stuff tbqh
Dystopia- My Meds Aren't Working
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YEchwYNUppw
My body still clings to life
Only my spirit is gone inside
I pray for death every night
But I keep waking up alive
I cut myself for infliction
And I still spit at my reflection
I hate everything I am
I have my friends to thank for that
So I keep taking my meds
And I do what my doctor says
I hate myself more everyday
I guess I'll always be this way
I've learned that love is dead
And that people just get fucked instead
And all the while making friends
Just to fuck them in the end
Everyone I touch infects me
Cancer in flesh, there is death all around
Everyone I touch, I infect them
Black and dead is my heart
Alone,
I pace and I tear at my skin and my hair
Burn myself for some relief
From a sick fucking joke of a life
The punchline is when I die
And come back as me for eternity
Just to fuck up everyday?
And fail the ones that I love by being alive
I don't know who I am anymore
A parasite in human disguise?
Searching for a piece of shit with all of you fucking maggots and flies
Everyday I feel that I just can't do anything right
I'm sorry if you know my name
I'll probably fuck up your life
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NYwoDEZ8hdw
>No Depeche Mode
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=stpaq27-V70
>>29664759
moar ? f f f
>>29663378
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hNVu55ZyC-Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5BE1KRj5iiM
good taste dude
TELE/VISIONS : NEW FLESH
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uOnhcfzZ7Zc
https://soundcloud.com/twelveroses/televisions-new-flesh
CURSIVE : THE RECLUSE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6EeQNmGknak
SAVES THE DAY : ROCKS TONIC MAGIC JUICE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5zsNfe-fiM
(not depressed but when i'm feeling jaded about los angeles or life, which is 24/7)
tinashe - cold sweat
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1ngKrtb4SU
kouhai club - never wanted 2 be
https://soundcloud.com/kouhai-club/wanted2be
break. - i want you
https://soundcloud.com/b-r-e-a-k/i-want-u
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3WiCDqkuL-0
https://youtu.be/TTuT1s-YPLE
I want to have a smile on my face before i get decapitated by the train.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lr9KcjzclDE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dssvRfh8QVk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bdl1oQ0W-ls
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7wenNqTd5hU
Anything Lanegan.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoeWfAvGmko
>>29663378
>Nirvana
Seriously?
>>29667313
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0bV0siqsqFc
I just want to be happy again.
>>29667354
I hate people who hate stuff just because it isn't niche. Stop trying to hard.
>>29667402
Nirvana is literally the scope of 16 year old "edgy" kids, who haven't lived a second of real life, and think they're hardcore. I'm glad Kurt ate a shotgun. Even Foo Fighters were a thousand times better.
>>29667198
also i wouldn't listen to above when contemplating suicide (oddly enough) but semi related
suicide mode is like satie gymnopedies lmao
also silverstein (2003) is good 4 rage
>>29667456
>Nirvana is for edgy kids
>I'm glad Kurt ate a shotgun
yeah dude
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vt1Pwfnh5pc
A classic
>>29667354
>>29667456
Go back to /mu/ noone here cares how elite your taste is buddy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hPD-a1FjUtU
this song makes me feel a certain way every time
>>29665531
middle school was 10 years ago faggot
>>29664878
that fan video for have you forgotten always gets to me. The only other video like that I've seen is this joanna newsom one. Anyone know any other songs with family footage fan videos?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KcHjAUhtSrk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Zj_ma30CMc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ixmrOqPETug
bine - WH Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-p5B-FRXRk
whitearmor - uu
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aXnfhnCoOyo
nick drake for me
>>29665464
literally this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HimvFbossU8
Not even music, but still describes exactly how I imagine how other people think of me
James Blake is the one
pretty sure this made me depressed to begin with
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7yzNonZ5up8
https://youtu.be/fV4DiAyExN0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jieN2Hp5hS4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g02WKrWjUgA
usually anyways
>>29663417
listening to this now
>>29664627
but you are going out like a bitch
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61MFUPSkjUQ
more intense:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vpWXgolkUYI
straight up sadcore:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hw4DWE1WN2Y
minimal:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tRl3VQQ0GUA
who even knows why this makes me sad:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3Y77YHGakQ
acceptance/peace:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlW8DFbOY0Y
https://youtu.be/v27TRan1SBI
This makes me depressed and somewhat optimistic at the same time
http://youtu.be/Pzxfjfm0Jog
Pretty much anything by Nicole Dollanganger. Her music style is pretty unique and the lyrics stir up emotions in me that fuel my depression but it's so good that I keep listening.
i'll be killing myself soon and this is what i'll be listening to, it feels like a warm home and reminds me of leaving at the same time, i never had a home but this song gave me one for awhile each day, it's like a mother to me, i've fallen asleep to it every night for so many years and it still feels like the first time
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_AWIqXzvX-U
>>29663295
Idiots die when they're sad. Do anything, make the best day for yourself imaginable, play this song, overdose on opioids.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3k0-sGqxIiQ
Underrated:
https://youtu.be/uV4OwIw7Ppk
>>29663295
Makes me feel more empty, more so than just wanting to kill myself
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98fqXx-KFgI&t=1127s
>>29663295
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9flEDRDzG-Q
They make some good shit. Either sad or chill
I found them because the one girl who did porn and got outed for it made a video singing one of their songs
so someone made a webm of her porn with her singing
https://youtu.be/HEuBVDhTPvo
This. It's accurate to my situation.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0U0AlLVqpk
emos ITT
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLyhWIh6jvY
i always listen to nujabes when im feeling down
Animals: We gotta get out of this place
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCPjnuwdKkw
This is a little bit more haunting cover
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Isk-nraYumA
>>29664988
Not sure how well known this band is, but I really dig it. Thanks for the discovery.
>>29663295
Moonlight Sonata - Beethoven
Energy Flow - Ryuichi Sakamoto
Dante's Theme - Fullmetal Alchemist
Closing - Glassworks - Philip Glass
> Allowing lyrics into your pristine internal state in your final hour of robotkind
Never.
>>29671224
Maybe one of the ending tracks from Saya no Uta if I am feeling particularly transgressive.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9vMDwnzvdvY
>>29663295
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-Nm2IT04M8
Grouper - Ruins
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJgXdSVFnJE
https://nordvargr.bandcamp.com/album/all-hail-the-transcending-ghost
Have a Nice Life - Deathconsciousness
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Pp9DC56hh8
>>29663295
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Tr0otuiQuU
I actually cri everytime to this
>>29663295
Usually when I'm that depressed I can't even listen to music. Everything just feels hollow. Imo if you're still have have the emotional capacity to vibe to music you shouldn't be planning your suicide. At that point you're just being self indulgent.
>>29671224
If we're going instrumental only, then these also do well for me. Not actually sad by themselves and not to the same degree as the music you linked, but eh.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lCIouU4IMf4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3BI6Bb4eDU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XMAdzb6C4ZE
>>29663295
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ImKt2VAuA0
Has anyone else realized how stupid psychologists can be?
>Parents force me to see a psychologist
>She asks if I'm depressed
>Say no
Seriously who the fuck even answers yes to that question? I sure as hell am not going to ruin my plans by telling someone I plan to kill myself. And possibly get thrown into a psych ward because of it.
>>29671358
Dude word, I rather listen to music of this thread when I was doing better for a few days and then get blown out again
>>29663417
good taste senpai. used to be an emo fag but I pretty much only listen to slowcore or drone now
>>29671234
SnU was a heartbreaker
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZGNTx6SrrE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2LKpBLY0BPM