Bullies not welcome~
What should we talk about anons?
Taking obvious bait, fuck you you faggot. No space is safe, even online. R9k is 90% normal people posting to feel better about themself.
>>29660346
Do you need more anime in your life right now? You seem upset.
My safe space to talk about suicide
>>29660346
Here anon, have a anime pic, on the house.
How was your day, anons?
h-here's a pic of me...
>>29660454
Shit. It really can only keep getting worse before it gets better. To think I could be told that was an incorrect assumption, only to be proven right time and time again. I'm starting to wonder why I even listen to people and their optimism when things go as expected.
I am still waiting for this "better" part
>>29660454
Bad i want to die
>>29660346
this is a safe space, your bullying has no power here
>>29660489
It's okay anon. Things do not just get better or worse, they just move as a tide would. Tomorrow might be a lot better.
>>29660502
Would you like to talk about it friend?
>>29660534
Talking doesnt help anymore, its always all the same
>>29660454
Pretty neat. My sim is enjoying life.
>>29660465
T-that was bold of you to post~
>>29660555
There is something rewarding in a successful sim
>>29660554
Talking about it can only go so far. Sometimes you have to ask yourself if it is easier to make the effort to get better, or if it is easier to simply remain depressed.
The only one who can get you better is you. You have to be strong enough to take that first step.
>>29660534
Nah, tomorrow will manage to be even worse. The day after will probably be worse than that. The following day might be a bit of a dull point where nothing happens, ultimately a fine day of indifference. Then the day after that will return to everything getting worse. At some point in the future, it'll have gotten so much worse that I stop noticing it and ultimately lose the feelings related to the situation entirely. Then I'll feel shit because I'd have essentially gone through all of that time just to ultimately not benefit from the experience, I'd have just felt like shit the entire time for no particular outcome, just for the emotions to fade.
Honestly, I don't really see a point in the future where I'll ever think back and say "wow, I sure am glad I spent all that time feeling like shit" because there's no possible outcome that ultimately makes this experience worthwhile
>>29660555
>front door into the living room
>easel blocking the window
>greek column shit
>shelf doesn't go with the rest of the room's aesthetic
>that dogshit red painting
he should end himself
>>29660607
I got onto anti depressants- it isn't perfect, but they helped a lot.
I actually have days where I don't want to kill myself. It is a weird contrast to how I felt before.
>tfw no friend to post and discuss android 17
Just end it
>>29660604
I have to be strong to finally end it
>>29660712
Android 17 is my favorite DBZ character :D
People look at me oddly when I tell them, but he had it all figured out, just a fun guy who wanted to enjoy his life to the fullest
>>29660675
It's weird, because at best all I've managed lately was to escape the sheer agony by cutting everyone off for a while and keeping to myself enough to get my thoughts in check. But it didn't actually resolve anything or my emotions, it just stopped me going over the edge and actually trying to kill myself. My self-hatred never went, it just kinda keeps growing.
I might look into anti-depressants, but I had been trying to avoid needing them. I'll hate myself even more than I already do whenever the day comes where I must look back on these past 7 months, long after the actual situation loses relevance. No idea how long that'll take, but I know I'm going to look back and resent myself for feeling how I currently feel, knowing the end result is just absolutely nothing.
>>29660737
Yes android 17 is truly the greatest character in all of fiction
He embodies the human requirement of fun and freedom
what manga should I read?
>>29660798
None. Manga is for literally man children.
Read a LN like a real man.
>>29660387
What rhymes bigger and starts with an n? Nigger :)
>>29660616
Is this a bit better? Bleez don't bully Edmund...
Be honest, deep down you know you want to get bullied. You get off to it but you're just resisting because it's unbecoming.
>>29661211
much comfier friend
the pic behind the monitor is a nice touch
>>29660816
>tfw LNs are translated by what seems like people who can't even speak English properly
>>29661233
Well sure, but it's not fun for either of us if there isn't pretend resistance.
>>29660798
Yokohama Kaidashi Kikou and Otoyomegatari
