what is keeping you from pulling the trigger, robots
i'm just not the same person anymore
>>29649367
I wish it could just happen without thinking too much, and all this pressure from people around me. I just want to lay in my room in the dark everyday and just browse the internet and not bother anyone...though it probably will happen soon enough when my dad eventually finds out I trap irl but hide it before I get home everyday
Laziness and lack of a proper gun.
If I was holding a shotgun right now, I don't think it'd be a hard choice.
Eh the only thing that keeps me from ending it is the fact that it would devastate my family. Especially since my younger brother and sister are pretty close to me and look up to me regardless of how much I fuck up or fail. Besides that I still have lots of time to mold my life and make it positive (hopefully).
I still want to strive for happiness.
>>29649367
no gun familia
There's always another anime to watch or video game to play. I can't die until I've played Mount and Blade Bannerlord so look for my obituary in 60 years.
>>29649367
me not being able to get a gun. FUCK BACKGROUND CHECKS
>>29649961
Seems like it's working as intended.
>there are 'suicidal' people who have a weapon and still doesnt kill themselves
>>29649367
I might as well keep going until I graduate college and get a job and work for a year or 2, because until then I'll still have a realistic hope for a failed normie, albeit a small on that gets exponentially smaller each year, to find happiness. When my hope to find happiness is not a realistic possibility I'll just kill myself. Even though I don't feel hopeful I still know I have a realistic chance so I might as well wait it out until that realistic chance runs out.
>>29649367
Parents and Sisters.
>>29649367
>implying I'll exit this world without leaving behind a blight that will rot and curse everything and everyone
I'm still working on the details
>>29649367
My family and, to a lesser extent, my friends.
