When's the last time you actually felt happy r9kI can't remember
>>29647134
Watching this.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ChnXG3Ya0yw
playing tbc in 2007
Watching cartoons in 06 everything that followed has been varying levels of shit.
2004, when i was 19
things were looking up and my whole life was ahead of me
I had some great people around me and healthy attachments
then it all went to shit and ive been alone for the past 5 years
the last time i smoked some weed
I've been unhappy for so long, I think I'm not even capable of it anymore. I forget what it feels like.
I have no reason to be unhappy now, having moved across the country this past month, living with some of my best friends, and not having a care in the world. I just can't seem to feel happy. Sure, I'm glad my life doesn't suck anymore, but I still feel hollow.
>>29647134
Just the other day actually. My friend and I played a solid show in our band.
Then I came home and remembered why I'm typically miserable.
hmm
probably like 6 years ago
i was a sophmore in high school and i still had friends. one day we went on this private property to a hidden away waterfall. we scaled ,it got naked, and smoked pot on the edge of the waterfall. it was serene and its probably the only time in my life i've ever felt content.
Yesterday. I'm usually either content and happy or borderline crying and questioning why the fuck I was born. It varies from day to day, though usually I'm more miserable on days I work my shitty manual labor job early in the morning.
Am I bipolar?
