>What have you been doing this whole time?
Wanking and telling myself it was all justified because I'd become successful in the future
>>29643862
Doing shit and not seeing what it really is, then doing it later and seeing a little bit more but still barely knowing what it is. It takes years for me to really see things, not that I really see them, but compared to how little I used to see them it feels like I'm seeing them.
Going on walks, fixing my diet and working out, writing shit, RPing and fapping. And not looking for a job.
>>29643862
Masturbating alone in my apartment.
wish i started earlier
>>29643862
Saving up money from my new job to buy a gun and an hero
I've intended to do something for years, but I never did.
2009 is gone and it ain't coming back.