Yesterday I was pretty sad most of the day, this morning I was fine but from noon-6 or so I was scared and sad. Up until now I've had this big burst of energy and feel pretty good, but that's actually bad because now I'll never get to sleep and I gotta get up early.

>>29643410
>I don't know why I even still come here
All I know is I share this feel as well.

>>29643410
This board just makes me feel worse but I keep coming here.
Fuck, what I would give for some cuddles right now.

>>29643410
>depressed, fight with gf all the time, shes emotionally abusive, destroys my clothes and stuff, depend on each other so cant leave
>hang out with cool friend, both have feelings for each other, ???, feelings get more and more
>gf knows I was drifting away towards different girl, gf stops her manipulation and acts sorry, reminding me of all the good times we had together
>love both of them
so depressed I can't even think past a day into the future

might sound fun at first, but it's ripping my heart apart

Tell me about depression, is it actually about being sad?
I have to sleep at least 12 hours to not be tired, I feel like I'm empty with no emotions and I wish I could go back home and sleep or just die at least 3 times a day plus I usually pray to die in sleep each night.
I never visited any psychiatrist, is it possible I have depression?

You can never leave