I have Glioblastoma multiforme which is the deadliest type of brain cancer out there. I only have about 2 weeks to live at this point, I'm hospitalized right now (age 21). I am scared of dying, I had so much hope last year. I was going to college and had the love of my life. She tragically died in a car accident 4 months ago.
Everything is lost for me, why can't life be something beautiful. Why do I have to suffer? I am scared of death... What the hell do I do. I can't let this happen to me
It's like before you're born. Who knows, maybe all that next life bullshit is true.
Are there any treatment options at all?
>>29642482
The doctors were to late to remove the brain tumor. The only thing I can do is wait to die.
>>29642450
you dont know what happens after death
so you have no reason to be afraid
jus bee urself bro, thats what id do
>>29642450
Forget the trolls on here, are there any things you have always wanted to do with your life?
try this. It's pretty good.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L3MA0n4jEXk
>>29642513
If you're going to go out anyway, why not go out with a bang?
>>29642450
Here i am worrying about going to basic training in month and not seeing my gf for 8 months.
At least I have one and at least I'm alive.
I'm truly sorry for what happened to you anon. I believe in reincarnation, so I hope your next life is amazing.
>>29642570
This anon is correct. You have no time for fear or anxiety.
Now is the time to do the things you have always wanted to do. Get them done now! And stay off 4chan - we'll shitpost twice as hard in your honor
>>29642450
BETA UPRISING NOW
YOU'RE TIME IS NOW!
>>29642513
Shit man, my great grandmother had kidney cancer. The doctors said she'd only have a few months to live, she held on for two years. The two cancers are very different, but who knows.
You're going to die while you're still young and in control/aware of yourself, why the fuck are you complaining you little spoiled shit?
Spend your last days fapping to the most disgusting and degenerate porn.... You have two weeks, who cares who sees your search history.
Just keep it legal, other than that, traps, barf, who cares. Hire real hookers to fuck you too, who cares if you get AIDS
>>29642450
we all have to deal with the genetic dice that are rolled for us. Since you're going up early make sure you shoot the bookie.
>>29642570
I wanted to be married, have children of my own. Be with the girl I loved who died, just.... Live
>>29642450
Anon when you get to heaven, ask God why he lets there be pain and suffering? It's a question I've always had. Also ask him why L hurt J. He'll know who wrote this
Please remember a anons wishes. We care about you fellow anon
Also are you gonna haunt anyone ?
>>29642450
Go rob a bank.
If you succeed, go buy tons of blow and flaunt cash to women and party hard your last couple of weeks.
If you fail, at least you'll get to see what jail is like.
Just fucking kill yourself and dont attentionwhore on 4chan
>>29642450
if i were in your situation id use it to right wrongs in the world.Fuck it, go and kill people who are assholes and try to bring good to people who deserve it.
Dont worry you never worryed the time before existed, the time after you existed will be irrelevant.
Enjoy oblivion. Eternal rest.
But while you are here fuck off from some hosbital bed and go jump off a plane if you want.
Go be a superhero "cancerman" then suddently dissapear months later
Fuck a bitch good, money is worthless after death
EAT THE BIGGEST STEAK YOU.CAN IMAGINE! GORGE YOURSELF ON MILSHAKES YOU FUCK!
SHOOT HILLARY IN THE FACE AND GET BERNIE GET THE NOMINATION AND SAVE AMERICA AS A HERO
ROB AN ICECREAM PARLOR AND ASK FOR EXTRA SPRINCALS ON YOUR DOUBLE DECCAR CHOCOLATE SUPERMAN ICECREAM
SHOOT HILARY CLINTON IN THE FACE WE REALLY NEED YOU TO DO THAT ANON! DO IT FOR AMERICA!
GO UP TO THE GIRL FROM I CARLY AND ASK HER TO FUCK YOU!
THE WORLD IS YOUR OYSTER NOW FUCK IT!
>>29642450
I truly am sorry OP.
Maybe take MDMA or something when you know your time is near, it will put you at peace.
If there's an afterlife, please let me know. I am also scared of death.
I really am so sorry for what you're going through. You don't deserve this, I'm sure. But perhaps there is a reason for it. Rest in peace.
>>29642450
Come in JESUS
JESUS wants your semen for breakfast in heaven.
>>29644032
worst post i've ever read to date.
>>29644195
>no fun allowed
Hshddbjdbdd
Take a shitton of heroin
It's supposed to be the best feeling in the world
You can also try other drugs
>>29644114
Nah take DMX and the universe will make sense
>>29644270
This
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>>29642450
You are on the cusp of escaping the worst possible hell imaginable. When my time comes, granted I will be terrified. But holy fuck am I looking forward to it.
>>29642530
k I actually cracked up at this lmao
>>29642450
sorry to hear that man, im 21 too and this post puts things into perspective for me. All I can say is that I love you. If youve been on this board at all over the last few years then we've shared a lot of laughs together. weve shared stories. we've filled our heads with a lot of the same garbage, and for that, I know you probably better than anyone I know in real life, and I want to thank you for the time we've spent together laughing about depression, complaining about our lives, shit posting, and wasting our youth on this fucking (actually amazing) website together. All I can say is what I would do is take a huge dose of mushrooms or acid. I heard that taking big LSD or psilocybin doses helps people tremendously with thew acceptance of death and the possibility of something after life
>>29644321
this, actually.
Im in the same boat. Too much of a pussy to kill myself, and a lot of the time life isnt that bad actually. I would not be against getting into a sudden freak accident that destroys me utterly at any given moment though. only thing that sucks for OP is he has to wait for it. but death isnt bad at all.
>>29642450
That's terrible anon. I'm 21 too and can't even imagine how you must feel.
I hope you can make your peace with the world before you die.
What will be your last will, anon?
>>29642450
>Why do I have to suffer?
We have to suffer so we can realize what's important. The only comfort I can offer you is to read abouttranshumanism and Hypsistos.
When you die, it's just like before you were born. You aren't experiencing anything, but it won't last forever. It's a period of rest for you, because the cancer will make you suffer. However,the people who are alive and carrying on will work on advancing science and technology to the point where we can bring you back in the future and fix your problems. Your reaction to this information will most likely be to laugh it off and say it's stupid, but there are people willing to fight and die for this idea.
I hope your suffering is minimal and you find the courage to face this.
You there OP?
You're living through what I'd say is my biggest nightmare. Fatal fast killing disease out of nowhere with no precursor.
I wish there was a way to soothe your soul or calm you but I fear anything people might say would either piss you off or make you sad.
In the game of eternity, you're just kicking the bucket few moments earlier though
Sweet dreams prince.
>>29642450
OP, if you are able, you may want to consider trying some LSD or DMT.
There is growing evidence that use of these drugs can reduce anxiety over dying in terminally ill patients. Look it up, do some research.
Warmest wishes, OP. I hope that you find peace within yourself. `
>Tfw constantly feel like killing myself yet the idea of having a brain tumor scares me
I don't have any advice for you, OP. The only thing I can think of is blitzing your mind out with LSD before you die.
>>29642450
Sorry to hear this, OP. I have no answers for you.
I wish that your passing be as painless as possible.
Op is a faggg gayyyy
>>29645369
faggot bitch
keep this thread alive
OP if ur still reading, i hope you are reunited with your love
>>29642450
You could try eating a shitload of Vitamin C or take it intravenously. It crosses the blood brain barrier and Linus Pauling (two time Nobel Prize Winner) said it reversed and prevented cancer.
http://www.medicalnewstoday.com/releases/12154.php
I mean it's an alternative treatment but Vitamin C is nontoxic and it comes from a respected source.
