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2016-06-30 20:42:06 Post No. 29637634
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2016-06-30 20:42:06
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21 years old khv neet hikky considering suicide here. I never worked a day in my life, I don't have any friends or contacts and I failed college 3 times due to low self esteem and crippling social ansiety (and probably because i'm a fucking worthless lazy dumbass piece of shit as well). Today my dissapointed towards me dad told me that he's most likely going to get fired by the end of the year, along with all of his coworkers, for reasons beyond his control and that "the time to study and have a career it's over, you had your chances and you wasted them. Next year you're going to have to go out there and find a job to sustain yourself". So, any slight chance to have a future is not gonna happen and I will most likely end up working on a mcdonals until I die of sheer poverty and depression, or I could just get this over with right now between this year and kill myself. The problem is that i can't do it directly. I can't just shoot myself in the head because that would absolutely destroy my family, especially my mother who cares a lot for me. It would have to be an accident or maybe illness so they can grief me maybe for a couple of weeks and then move on with their lives and forget about me. Any ideas? besides "man up and get a job". I'm not sure how things are in america but here the only options if you don't have job experience or a degree are: macdonals, burger king, beg for some money on the street or sucking cocks for a living.
