he's been going through an amazingly rough time lately. today was going to be especially hard for reasons i'm not sure i want to write about in public. but he posted some very suicidal sounding lyrics from a song about suicide, and then signed out of facebook.
that was last night (over 24 hours now), and his mom was trying to contact him on facebook just an hour ago. he's hard to reach when he wants to be because he has no working phone. was only facebook when he was on wifi. but he has wifi at his apartment so idk. his wife also hasn't been online in over 24 hours and she was a big part of his problems, being borderline and all.
i don't want to call the police because in his situation it would only make things worse for him. and we weren't super close friends yet. like we've hung out at the park and gone to a movie together with another friend, but i don't know where he lives.
i've had friends commit suicide before and this feels so similar. it's scary.
also i was really hoping to sleep with him, and possibly break up his marriage. crazy daydreams maybe.
this isn't too important for the thread but it's true and i hope it gets someone to post
>>29627002
are you a grill? did you have feelings for him? was he cute? why shouldn't I kill myself?
>>29627092
yes, yes, yes, because it hurts those around you
>>29627152
I'm 3am and I'm getting drunk on white wine alone in bed. I feel like I'm at the end of my rope. I grew up without a father and I am certain that that is the root of many of my motivational issues. What should I do?
What will you do if your friend is dead?
>>29627245
stop drinking immediately and make a habit of abstinence until you can control yourself better. stop blaming outside sources for the problems you have the power to fix.
fix your problems.
i don't want to think about what i'd do if he's dead. wouldn't kill myself, but i might fuck my life up all over again because i can't take it. it will takes years again to recover probably.
>>29627302
I rarely drink. I think this will be a nice catharsis. I will probably pass out soon.
Have you tried to contact his wife?
>>29627330
yeah she's on facebook too and she's been gone for pretty much the same amount of time as him. it's all so strange and scary. she's crazy as fuck and was making him miserable. kinda wondering if she's in either jail or the psych ward, and he's dead.
>>29627002
>also i was really hoping to sleep with him, and possibly break up his marriage. crazy daydreams maybe.
Fucking roastie, Jesus christ.
>>29627429
i really only shared that part hoping more people would post and some helpful people might see the thread. you don't really know the situation of even half the story, and none of this stuff is important right now.
i just want my friend to be okay.
>>29627429
Took way too long for someone to say this. Wtf is wrong with OP. They should kill themselves for thinking this is ok, disgusting selfish piece of shit filth.
>>29627683
did you not read the post directly above yours?
I wish someone could make this all better. It feels like someone is standing on my chest and I can't breathe
>>29627491
You're a fucking roastie cunt, oh and i hope he is dead.
