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2016-06-29 19:03:14 Post No. 29615175
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2016-06-29 19:03:14
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Hey, I fucked up. I know I can't go back without a full restart. It sucks. I'm not gonna lie. I wish I could continue as if everything was well, but I know I can't because it would leave me in a bigger mess. I've been dragging life on. I know I cannot make it in the world, yet I can't seem to end my own life either. I had potential to live a good life, but that is all gone. It's funny because if I didn't lose that, I wouldn't have been such a pussy but now, since I'm in the situation where I should die, I can't bring myself to do it because how much of a piece of shit I've become. It hurts even more because after certain initial events, it has been my fault and I have no right to complain. I really can't even justify making this post. I'm a whiny bitch but I don't know why I want people to respond. Maybe I don't even. I don't know really. I guess I want to be heard even though I have no right to and I'm sure you would understand what I am saying and maybe not make the same mistakes I did if only I could form a coherent thought; but even that is lost. Everything that I considered to be something that was inherently me has crumbled and fallen away. I'm so tired. I'm so god damn tired. I worked so hard for so long and now..I can't anymore. I'm broken. I burnt myself out. All has been for naught. I worry about the people I care about but I know if I stay things will inevitably become much worse than the alternate. Starting over means losing my friends, and that saddens me, no it does more; it really makes me ache..but..I know it will be better in the long run and I have to trust myself. I don't get why this is so difficult for me. I should be fine. The good outweighs the loss but it hurts to lose people and things I worked so hard for.
Have my favorite pepe
