What the fuck am I supposed to be doing?
if you've got nothing else going have you considered suicide?
do something, anything
say hello to a stranger
swim down a river
steal a chocolate
you might not have a reason to kill yourself, but it sucks when you dont have any reason not to
Something that brings you joy, fun, happiness, elation, delight, etc preferably.
What exactly that something is I don't know anon. Read a book, go for a walk, go for coffee, watch a movie, play a game, call a friend, all that. Alternatively you could continue refreshing r9k or contemplate existence, it's whatever floats your boat
>feel like I ought to be doing something
>don't have the motivation or interest to actually do anything
>end up laying in bed drifting in and out of consciousness for the whole day
>been doing this for almost 2 weeks
I think I might be dying
>>29612805
do whatever makes you happy. anything. no matter what it is.
>>29612805
Make money.
Explore your curiosity.
Fuck pussy without getting attached.
Reading what you find interesting.
There is not much more than this
>>29613123
This is me, only I keep saving porn photos to my phone, masturbating to them, cumming over my leg and on my bedsheets, feeling disgusted and deleting the photos, falling asleep, and repeating when I wake up two hours later.
>>29612805
Oh shit lol is that DFdubs lol didnt he kill himself or something? lol
>>29613000
>>29612983
These all seem pointless now. I still enjoy reading books but what's the point? They don't actually make me happy, it's just slightly satisfying and interesting. I still enjoy listening to music, it makes me happy but I just can't be fucked to find new things anymore because nothing new sounds attractive to me and I've heard all of my favorite albums 1000 times. I still enjoy writing music but I have zero inspiration and everything I've written in the past few weeks has been utter shit. I used to think I was making something truly unique and worthwhile with my music but now I find it all unattractive and overall pointless. I've been trying to write a book for the past year but I suck at writing and everything I write I delete within hours. I have a girlfriend for the past 4 years who I love and she loves me so that part of my life is good. she lives with me and it's great but Simply having a Waifu tier girlfriend isn't enough to truly fulfill me (she is the only reason I haven't offed myself btw, I can't stand to think how she would feel, she already starts crying and feels like a terrible person whenever she notices that I'm feeling down. I think she'd off herself too). I used to enjoy watching anime and movies but now I simply can't be fucked. The whole endeavor feels useless and I end up getting bored very fast. I recently got a very chill and nice job that pays well but it doesn't help at all. In fact it's made things worse as now I have even less time to spend with my Gf and my one friend who I enjoy hanging out with. In many ways I'm a failed normie but idk about that because I actually have never felt any need for approval from other people or anything of such sort. I never even wanted a gf, it just kind of happens. i barely have a sex drive, even as a teenager I masturbated once a week at most. The only thing that brings me relaxation is driving. My life feels like theres something I'm supposed to be doing, I don't know.
