Today I turned 20. no-one besides my mom & a friend have wished me a happy birthday.
I`m under a lot of pressure due to unfinished schoolwork, I don`t even have any idea if I will ever get anywhere in life.
My only pair of functioning earbuds broke just after I visited my grandparent`s grave yesterday.
(I cant have that one peaceful moment where I put on some electro swing & have a cig with coffee.)
Im a /pol/lack but it seems I`ve been a robot without knowing it for who knows how long.
I havent told many of the things ive struggled with for a few years to anyone, so, sorry if i come off as sounding like a weak shit.
>>29609081
Hey friendo,
What electro swing would you have listened to?
i can tell you struggle a lot
>>29609096
probably something by Caravan Palace or proleteR
>>29609253
>Caravan Palace
Despite any problems you may have, remeber you have excellent taste
>>29609081
Happy birthday dude.
Your post was a little tl;dr but I have a reduced concentration and attention-span due to lack of cigarettes, so I do apologise.
Regardless, I hope you have a nice day. I actually remember turning 20. I even had people I considered actual friends at the time.
If you're not enjoying your special day, you're not alone. Just remember that. Now take care anon.
>>29609081
Happy Birthday!
I hear you. Family is not what we have been led to believe is it?
>>29609402
Thanks.
>>29609515
Yeah, family troubles...
I dont think i need to explain how much not having a father in your life can change a lot.
>>29609081
Happy birthday. I turned 20 recently and experienced the same thing. Friendless virgin NEET. Good luck.
>>29609628
>dont think i need to explain how much not having a father in your life can change a lot.
It is a double edged blade.
Having a father and not having one can both be curses.
I have one and not a day goes by where I wish he would fall over and die.
Having a father is not necessarily the same as having a father :(
If I could have feels, I`d be sad.
How the fuck did i even end up so miserable?
I tried my best, but yet Im here.
>>29609628
I grew up in a "normal" households, parents still together, got on pretty well. Still grew up to be a shut in virgin with no friends that feels like a failure. Pretty sure my parents resent me anyway. It's not that great.
Happy birthday OP, remember that life has both good and bad parts
>>29609081
You have family and friend who love and support you and you're complaining?
why do people get so sad about not getting a happy birthday. thats just so stupid
>>29610450
Yeah. I am complaining.
Im not going to bother going into detail, but life sucks because I know its only going to get worse from here on.
>>29610475
I havent had anything to be happy about for 3 years now and I have embraced the fact I will die alone.
Mods, you may delet my thread now.
