>thought things couldnt get any worse
>waiting for the the results and i might have cancer
At least if you're suicidal, you finally have a good excuse to die.
Hopefully, the RNG is nicer to you next lifetime.
you probably don't have cancer
and even if you do well so what. just keep living life and everybody will treat you way better than if you didn't have cancer. then you get to get off this ride and not have to deal with any of the bullshit everyone else has to. enjoy the little things and don't stress.
Cancer can be easily cured with fasting/juicing/detoxing, essential oils and yoga. Conventional medicine does not know how to deal with cancer other than pump you full of chemicals and radiation which treat the symptoms while making the cancer worse and giving you hundreds of other illnesses to die from.