how are you all doing tonight? I'm feeling pretty down myself.
>>29576750
im sorry you arent feeling so good, whats making you feel down anon?
>>29576750
Yeah me too. Is there ever a time where we're not feeling down desu
What's got you down?
The usual, been depressed for years. I have these days all the time where it's so mind-numbingly the same and boring but I'm not sure what to do.
Well that's the thing, anons. Technically, I have an objectively decent life aside from a lack of friends and interaction. It's bizarre though because I'd say that every two weeks I find myself overwhelmed by negative feelings. I become combative and despondent despite nothing in my environment really changing. Any ideas? And what's got you guys down?
>>29576822
And thanks to this image I am now compelled to listen to Ice Ice Baby.
bumpadiers of the bumperial bump
>>29576750
feeling a little worse than usual
but not much
might go for a walk soon
>>29578082
Where do you like to walk?
>>29576750
Feeling pretty shit today. Feels like I've been scraped clean inside.
You holding up okay OP?
>>29578468
Uh...not so great. I just feel...despondent, and angry. I can't quite explain why though. It's cyclical. Happens like every two weeks. And I'm a malebot :^) so no, I don't have a period.
Pretty shitty. I do poorly when dealing with anger and lashed out a bit, nothing very serious. Now my gf is asking if I'm okay and shit and thinks a therapist would help. I have a pretty good life but still get down on myself and angry a lot and I'm not sure what to do about it
I realized I have never been loved by someone else, loved someone else, or loved myself.
So no, not doing too great.
I think about death every time I go to sleep.
And it comforts me.
Feeling stuck. It felt rewarding to learn some computer skills through videos, but I'm not planning on doing that for a career so that's conflicting. It's kind of a method of self-improvement, except it's not exercising which I know is something that would sctually improve my self-image. I'm moving to a new city in a month for school, and that's kinda making me anxious for the future in a way I can't express well. And obviously one part of that anxiety is >tfw no gf and how I can maintain my introversion and still find a romantic relationship
>>29576825
I usually listen to that of Montreal song if I am feeling down but know that nothing's actually changed. Other than that, I got nothing
https://youtu.be/q1fFMzu31p8
>>29578965
>>tfw no gf and how i can maintain my introversion and still find a romantic relationship
iktf. I just want me and my waifu to be alone from everyone else.
I'm high on opiates. I feel pretty numb. This whole day I've been worrying about all sorts of stuff, but I don't really care about anything anymore. I made a ham and provolone sandwich and it was pretty tasty.
>>29579310
Did you use butter or mayo?
I'm alright. I will say that I've lost all hope, something I haven't been able to say in a long time. I wish I could say it was liberating or something but the truth is it isn't. It's crushing. Beyond that I can't complain, things could be much worse.
>>29579336
No, I just added some sriracha sauce. I'd add some mayo if I had any, because mayo makes most sauces really tasty for some reason.
>>29579379
Yikes, don't think I could do sriracha and mayo.
>>29576750
I'm no sadder than I am most nights, I miss the girl I drove away and I wish I could be there to help her now. I wish I could go a night sober, of my own free will.
Tell about your feels, why are you down?
>>29579497
No specific reason really. Though I had a bad dream about someone I miss.
I got a rejection after sending an article in to a writing website. I shouldn't feel bad, since it was a slim chance anyway. I still do. Currently listening to red house painters and thinking about my life.
>>29576825
Same here. I think it's just the accumulation of loneliness and boredom. Then the moping and depression kick off until after a few days, I feel like I need to get up and do something, I clean the house, get some shit done, feel better and the cycle repeats.
>>29579390
I bought some sriracha mayo one time and it was actually pretty tasty.
I went on a bike ride saturday, it was going to be a long weekend for me. somehow rode over a part of the sidewalk with a massive crack/buckle, went face first into the pavement. Wrist is broken in muliple places and i have road rash all over. Had to take an ambulance to ER and get a cast. Find out on Thurs what my long term outcome is. Shit sucks. Oh and I had anew pair of glasses i paid 400 for 2 weeks ago that also got wrecked when i fell
>>29578743
Dude, OP was asking robots, not normies. Have some basic fucking decency.
>>29576750
im actually feeling good and i dont know why but i have nothing to do like always so just on here