Help me justify killing myself even though I have a family that loves me.
>>29574394
"i did it for the lulz"
Oregano
your family doesn't really love you if they want you to suffer indefinitely
you being alive may be much more of a burden then whatever grief you'd inflict upon them by dying
>>29574394
Just because you're dying doesn't mean that you're important. Nobody's gonna miss you, I promise give it time. The memory of you will slowly fade from their minds. Your room will get changed, your clothes put away.
>>29574394
Nihilism, or basically >>29576060
Although, if you need justification, it kinda seems like you haven't reached the point where suicide is the best option (and no, I'm not a normie who's gonna keep saying how suicide isn't an option at all)
At least give us some context/reason to why you're considering it now/life story. At least something.
>>29574394
>loves you
How? By feeding you and sending you to school like a pet? top kek they don't love you, they simply wanted to fulfill their stupid desire to have a complete life so they can die good normies. They secretly wish you were better looking and more fun.