The only thing that keeps me from killing myself is a fear of hell
Anyone know this feeling?
Don't say that, you'll attract the fedora tippers
Anyway I only believe in hell and Demons when I have episodes. Otherwise I'm just a "everybody is good deep down and their souls will eventually cleanse again" type of deist
>>29558953
hell? so at least you believe in god.
so you propably believe in heaven too.
heaven and a good god.
you have so much going for you, man.
>>29558953
I can assure you there is no biblical hell if that's what you're referring to. However I hope you find a reason to live
source: I studied it
>>29558978
annihilationism? universal reconciliation? what do you think? i'm genuinely curious, i have OCD and a fear of hell is a big part of it. I want death to be the end.
>>29558953
Way I see it
>If there's no god, I'm just not gonna exist, can't change that
>If there is a god/heaven/hell, I'm not gonna change that either
I could be a better person, but I won't and whatever comes when I'm dead, I'll have to deal with
>>29558953
im already in hell, the only thing that keeps me going is the fear of heaven
>>29558977
But that's just it man, I think there's something wrong in my head. I'm not a sulking brooding baby, it's just everything makes me want to kill myself.
I saw a couple at the park the other day as I was driving home from work and they were so happy and attractive, it felt so good to see happy people enjoying their lives, and I was so happy I wanted to die for some reason. It's like my body processes happy and sad both as "well, kill yourself my dude".
The thing that hits me the hardest is the divine, and I don't get it. A holy choir in a beautiful church, if I could just blow my brains out right there I'd be so happy. I'm confused really, I don't know how to feel
>>29558996
You just die senpai. Of course there are going to be a million Mormons in this thread that try to argue with me from some obscure translation but if you're interested here are a few scriptures.
>Ecclesiastes 9:5
For the living know that they will die, but the dead know nothing, and they have no more reward, for the memory of them is forgotten.
>Psalms 146:4
When his breath departs, he returns to the earth; on that very day his plans perish.
There are more but I'm kinda lazy since I'm on mobile
>>29559161
Sounds like you need some cognitive behavioral therapy
