anyone else like the idea of normal life, but when faced with it hates it?
Not really.
Basically everything that has anything to do with this life feels completely nonconsensual to me.
I want to kill myself but again, life has to whip its dick out and piss all over that.
>>29549702
We learn by experience that happiness and pleasure are a fata morgana, which, visible from afar, vanish as we approach; that, on the other hand, suffering and pain are a reality, which makes its presence felt without any intermediary, and for its effect, stands in no need of illusion or the play of false hope.
>>29549741
>I want to kill myself but again, life has to whip its dick out and piss all over that.
Are you implying you actually failed at suicide one time? Are you disabled?
>>29549702
I want to have a better than normal life.
>>29549741
i guess thats kind of what i mean too. and maybe this >>29549743
i just wish i could of been born to enjoy normal life but i just don't. i suck at everything. i don't mean im bad at it, i just mean like.... put something in front of me and i'll ruin it somehow. drink too much, do drugs, fuck up personal relationships, eat weirdly, don't have a healthy relationship with bathing, messy room. etc etc. i just can't break out of it. i think my brain is just fucked for normal life.
I remember this thread
I'm starting to sense that this is just you looking for sad reaction images.
