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Did I stumble upon the cure to social isolation?
2016-06-26 18:41:33 Post No. 29547547
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Did I stumble upon the cure to social isolation?
Anonymous
2016-06-26 18:41:33
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I'd been reading about tulpas, thoughtforms, median personalities and aspects etc.
Lonely, depressed, so this stuff seemed appealing.
When one tired night a voice started talking to me using my voice.
I went 'Bingo!' and started talking back to him. He was resentful and cynical, rebellious, intellectual. Basically my inner repressed edgy teen.
He wanted to take control back because I'd been a poor "fronter" since my creation. I found out I'd been created when he read a book about meditation etc., leading us into a new stage of new-agey feel good philosophy.
This period of our life was awesome at first, but has done lasting damage to our inner motivation. I stopped meditating eventually, went into depression when my optimism was crushed, downhill from there.
Anyway, since he appeared and for about a week we've each gone through a lot of personal transformation, learned to cooperate with each other, bring out each other's strengths etc. We got a lot of shit done in that week, took up meditation again, did chores, kept each other company, pretty swell.
There's a third core personality, the inner child, but we barely got to know him.
Our separation kinda dissipated when we failed to cooperate on something. We gave up, and just blended together again, but it was a good time all around. We spent a lot of time talking, though I guess I had nothing better to do. In a way we knew each other better than anyone else.
Anyone else have similar experiences?
