who here /paranoid/ ?
>Live in an apartment building
>Only take phone calls in the corner-most room so next door neighbors wont hear
>hear neighbors talking in hallway
>must be about me
>hear a knock at door
>no ones there
>see people talking on the street as I walk by
>They know I am a disgusting NEET
>See young black guy
>fill up with fear and hatred
>have panic disorder
>Therefore I could have a panic attack at any moment
>I'm panicking about my next panic attack
>held at gunpoint
>2 knives pulled out on me
>All by niggers
Now:
Check everyones hand placements
When hearing a doorbell/knock I go to a window before opening to scan how many people, car and ethnicity
Everytime I see a nig my hand automatically gets placed by my right pocket by the knife clip. (Guns are not allowed)
Constantly planning escape routes and predicting attacks/defense
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>hear helicopter overhead
>must be spying on us
>see army jet from nearby base
>aliens
>hear laughter
>they're laughing at me
Every time