>>29545216
working my way to killing my self, senpai
i know those feels. don't shit blood tho, but the whole autism alienation thing i am down with. only a person that looks forward to death dies fulfilled. remember this.

>>29545216
>blood in stool (on and off for several months)

That's hemorrhoids. Eat a better diet, drink more water, try not to sit down all the time (this one's probably the most important). Then it'll go away.

>>29545273
I'll try it, thanks, this actually made me feel better.
I fear it could be celiac disease though. It's in the family and from what I know, my brother started having this when he was about my age as well. I got tested a couple years back but afaik things can change.
I don't think I could deal with that on top of everything else.

>>29545318

Yeah, I know how that goes. I'm balding in my 20s, which sucks enough on its own, but my dad also died of aggressive prostate cancer, which balding in your 20s is strongly correlated with. So I'm really on edge. I also have a BAV disorder, and will eventually need my heart valve replaced, which has also been a huge source of insecurity for me.

For what it's worth, I have a friend with:

>asthma
>emphysema
>Hepatitis C from a botched blood transfusion as a kid
>pre-diabeties

So it can always be worse. Somehow he manages to have a really positive outlook on things. The Hep C alone would make me mad at everything all the time for my entire life.