Kind of bumming tonight, /r9k/. Don't really know why in my head, but it's there, so i'll just roll with it.
I'm looking through the summer sale and buying stuff with money I made from selling old TF2 stuff.
What are you robots up to on a late Saturday night?
Bout to watch some anime after getting rekt by normies in my own thread.
>>29535259
What are you watching right now?
Is this a /bum/ thread? If so, I'm having a really bad day, OP, and I have a lot to get off my chest.
Why is tonight just a bad night? I can't even figure out why I'm feeling so shit. It must be a global spell.
I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF AND ITS GOING TO BE SO FUNNY HA HA HA WOULDNT THAT BE FUNNY IF I KILLED MYSELF LOL
>>29535288
Get it off your chest, anon.
>>29535295
I don't know. I wish it wasn't, though.
I had my birthday party with my last few friends last night and drunk dialed my oneitis.
She ended up going on about her new thug boyfriend for 10 minutes.
>>29535315
Okay, friend.
>live at home
My parents are almost FORCING me to live at home. I am getting free college right now and it is so close to my house I don't even need room and board, and my parents don't want to pay it, so I am just living with my parents.
>sleeping disorder
>everything snaps me awake
>been sleeping like shit for days
>fall asleep at 8PM
>wake up at 2AM with room at around 98 degrees
>can't sleep
>around 11 AM take a shower for work
>get out to hear my dad yelling at my mom
>he's screaming at her about how all I do is sit in my room and talk to my friends all day (Discord and games)
>he doesn't even have to nerve to say it to my face
>uses me as a scapegoat to call my mother a shitty parent
>tears internet cord out of wall and goes off on little brother
>tells him if he doesn't get off computer he is destroying it
I paid for that, I made it for it with custom parts. That is actually my property, given to my little brother.
>he starts yelling at everyone BUT me because he knows I'll go "Very Ape" and beat the living shit out of him
ACT I
cont.
>>29535388
I was drinking a little bit tonight, too.
Has anyone ever had a good turnout with their oneitis? Fuck that noise.
>>29535432
>work more than my father
>father MIGHT work three hours a day one or two times a week
>I work a minimum of five hours a day at least four times a week
>go to job, upset because I feel I actually fucking work, I can do what I feel my time deserves when I am not at my job
>get to job
I work at a pool, for context.
>open up
>only person ever working on weekends
>few people are there
>nearly immediately have to shut down for lightning
>people straight up yell at me
>apologize refusely, tell them it is just in the code of conduct as a manager
>monitor thunder
>open up
>it's okay for a bit
>mom calls
>tells me to calm down, that he is just mad at her
>ask her about the whole shitting on my lifestyle thing
>confirms it was just a scapegoat to get at her
>we were doing alright
>cuts off nose to spite face
>work
>family comes in
>gang tattoos
>poor mannered kids
ACT II
cont
>>29535388
Fuck that noise, I don't get oneitis. Wish it wasn't so shitty for you.
>>29535544
>their daughter is misbehaving
>notice the mom takes the daughter out of my view
>think nothing of it
>here a yell and a squeal
>they come walking around the corner towards the bathrooms
>blood all over the kids face
>"Oh it's alright! She just has a bloody nose!"
>really upset
>tumblr.jpeg
>whole family including four huge men go in
>girl won't stop screaming
>lots of Spanish
>"Pinche we mayate!"
>Fuck off nigga
I don't know how to write it out but the other Spanish they said translated to "Shut the fuck up with that! Quieras ser toman alli? ("Do you WANT to be taken away?" Really rough translation).
>girl comes out covered in a towel
>under their breath they say to her "You best hope he didn't hear any of that."
>they smile to me
>been abused by my dad on and off my entire life
>wish I had someone to get me out of it when I was young
>set off string of suicidal thoughts since 4th grade when I had to leave for a period there
>I just let them do that
>they leave
>they tell me to have a good day
>cry in the back of my office for the last hour of work
>call mom and tell her I'm going to stay after and clean
>stay and just stare out my office window for three hours after my shift
ACT III
I'm sorry for my wall of text. I just needed an anon to talk to.
I think I just realize now that I have absolutely no self-esteem or pride. This is the life I lead.
I let everyone shit on me all the time forever.
Is it any better after you get your degree in an actual field?
>>29535776
Holy fuck that's horrible. I don't know how I could deal with working with customers again... Having to see and deal with other's lives can be really difficult.
Depends on your degree mostly. Hopefully it'll be nothing but an improvement.
>>29535819
The worst part is that pool is the "nice" one.
The one I usually work at is in the bad part of town. People come in with hang colors and affiliations and sometimes even have separated sitting areas.
My last day of work last time there, a gang fight broke out in front of the church while I was on shift - guns and all. This also happened to be right next to a children's birthday party on the park adjacent to where I was.
Nobody but me seemed phased by it.
>>29535907
I live way up north so I can't even imagine. I couldn't live there for very long at all.
