tell me what you are feeling right now, /r9k/.
>>29531775
Boredom
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>>29531775
I've browsing r9k for a while today. So mostly nothing. It's numbing. It's quite a bit nicer.
>>29531775
I want to die
Mootblox
Tired. have to piss every 10 mins. my side hurts. seriously hope its something fatal
Quiet resignation to my fate
>>29531843
this
i just came out of probably a whole years worth of not wanting to die but here i am again
>>29531775
I'M COMFY TBQH UM JAMMER FAMMY
>>29531963
How do you get out of it?
>>29531775
Empty, also a bit sweaty.
>>29531993
distracting yourself by doing new things that are mentally and physically exhausting. these things are very hard to find on a socially neutral level
>>29532053
oh, i mean it also has to be un-socially exhausting, because social exhaustion seems to be related to what makes me want to die
Desperate. I need money.
Excitement, tomorrow is the day I finally do sexual stuff with someone and lose my virginity.
>>29532125
Britfag? I could help you
>>29532167
No..the story behind not having money atm is making me feel like the biggest loser. Lesson learned, never lend money to family members..
>>29532203
What's the story? And i agree family sucks, I never had one.
Mostly tired, because I am now resting after work. Also a bit satisfied, because I am now listening to good music and eating leftover fried chicken from work which is still kinda nice.
And also a bit excited, because I just contacted a person about renting an apartment, so I might finally move out of my parents' place.
I'm still feeling hurt.
I broke up with my GF of 2 years after she cheated on me.
It's been 3 weeks and it still hurts real bad, but I'm trying real hard to get over it.
>>29532430
>Got a text from my sister "oh, hey anon, so i need money, do you have extra cash? I'll pay you at the end of the month."
>Send money to her
>end of the month comes, no text from my sister
>a few weeks after, she sends another text "Do you have *some amount of money*? Just add it to the one i owed you last time.
>replied something like "Okay but you gotta pay me back. Seriously." Send her money
>Fast forward 3 months later (now) I send her a text "Hey, something came up unexpected and i need the money you owe me"
>"Anon, you never save money! What did i tell you before? Where do you spend all your paycheck anyway? Go ask Y (another sister) for money."
>mfw Y even owes me twice the amount my other sister borrowed from me
fuck me...
>>29531775
Pain.
I finally had my wisdom removed yesterday and it's constant fucking pain. Between being incapable of swallowing and not being able to open my mouth, I've been left to gargle my own oozing blood throughout the day. I tried playing some E.Y.E. earlier, but the pressure from the headphones only made it all worse. I can't even stress eat anything, and drinking is nigh impossible. It sucks so much.
Mild contentment. Out with friends right now, tabletop roleplaying game. Kinda pissed away most of this day, but at least I'm off tomorrow. Have some anime I need to catch up on.
>>29531775
Like a hobo with tuberculosis. I'm coughing my insides out for the third day. My stomach's muscles are all sore. If I survive this, I may end up having a six pack.
Pretty shit. My last friend has abandoned me and video games all bore me now. Everything is just so fucking boring all of a sudden. I spend all day sitting in my bed doing absolutely nothing but but browsing 4chan. It's fucking pathetic
Dead inside.
My whole life has been people telling me what to do, but now I just get angry when people tell me what to do and I don't know how to do something without being told.
I miss my friend, Sarah. I'd do anything just to talk to her again. I don't know, she was such a nice friend and I miss what we had. I'm crying now. I can't think of her for too long without crying. I've never cared about anyone like I care about her and for all I know she's killed herself or something now. I really hope she's safe, wherever she is.
I feel oddly moody.
I just watched Pulp fiction and it made me somewhat depressed. I've been listening "Girl you'll be a woman soon" the whole day.
Trying to find more music from 80s-90s with the same atmosphere of this song but nothing found.
>>29532874
beat them with a bat
>>29531775
Well...I just blew $400 at the casino when I should of used the money for bills and food. Now I got to live off baloney sandwiches and ramen noodles for the week.
Bitterness, disappointment and sadness.
>>29533542
lost more than 80% my bi-weekly salary in poker yesterday, after 8 hours of receiving it.
I only go because I want to talk to people without being formal, I think I also have a gambling problem..
Feeling the need to tell a story.
>>29531775
I WANT TO IMPREGNATE THE HINAGIKU
I'm praying it storms on monday so I wont have to do some gay shit for my job
Sad.
I wonder if she still thinks about me.
I want friends that motivate me, or just people that care about me. Mfw i go to the gym a year straight and expect a random dude to walk and say: "hey, im new here let's be friends and start lifting together?" I wish i've never quit boxing as a kid. Ive always wanted to do tournements. I want a gf whos not too shy but also not too hyperactive.
Everytime i think of my idea gf i think of traits that I have, is that gay?
Hurt. Lonely.
Nervous. About to move to a foreign country, don't know what to do exactly.
>>29533749
>27 KB JPGI want friends that motivate me, or just people that care about me.
gonna be that guy and ask you if you care about yourself (since you lift I supposed you do btw)
down. taking a break with a girl that knows I'm a real down person. She said I need to sort things out with myself, and I'm not sure how long this break will last.
Also trying to take a break from porn.
>>29533949
why is it that every thread I post in dies?
also feeling a little occupied, replaying fallout new vegas
>>29532874
holy shit your sisters are literally scumbags
why don't you kill them?
>>29534046
is she your gf? if yes then leave her if not then leave her
self reliance is as quintessential as it is difficult to achieve
>>29534074
yeah, I'm trying to learn to be reliant upon myself, I have really no friends, I'm not too sure how to make one.
but yes, I'll learn.
>>29534073
>killing your sisters over a bit of money
na, just do what you can to subtly make them feel guilty until they leave you alone.
