who /bored but scared to try things/ here?
Probably 99% of the people on this board.
i think of things i could try, then remember i'd need to keep doing things my entire life just to "entertain" myself until death
its all so empty, and im like a monkey forced to dance. i get so depressed by this thought that i wither and do nothing but worry, and wish i could go insane or something to escape this
>>29528803
roller coasters are fucking teriffing fuck you
>>29529230
oh no, a ride that lasts a few moments with 10,000 safety checks
try social interactions where your entire reputation can be destroyed by one person or comment
>>29528935
This. Everything we do is just to distract ourselves from the passage of time.
>>29529313
how does one deal with this feel?
>>29529466
You gotta travel bro! It's the best experience.
:^)
>>29529497
ah yes. quite brilliant. now i can feel the same feel, only in a different place
>>29529528
>mfw coming to this exact realization while on vacation
>mfw realizing I had just flown halfway across the continent so I could spend a few days trying to forget about myself
>>29529290
>tfw someone says the one specific thing you are insecure about in front of multiple people and you don't have a scathing comeback ready
>>29529614
>tfw they say it when you're alone with them and you have nothing to say so you just sit with them in awkward silence while having a panic attack
>>29529614
> tfw the person who said it doesn't bat an eyelid
> tfw the moment haunts your dreams
> tfw cannot possibly act the way you did prior to the comment because your entire identity has been compromised
thanks for that feel guys
>>29529668
How did they compromise your identity? Tell us the story, anon.
>>29529497
the fetishization of traveling is something I find really bizarre. yeah, it's nice to go to new places, but I've never felt some kind of spiritual awakening because I went to a fucking state park or famous city. if anything you just realize that there are shitty people everywhere you go.
the "approved" form of conspicuous consumption among a lot of young people is no longer owning a fancy car or new sneakers, but posting instagram pictures of your expensive trip to some third-world country.
I've degenerated so much that I don't even know what I should be doing let alone what I want to do. There's nothing for me to fear because I have no desires yet I still feel a kind of existential dread.
>>29529668
you have to power through those moments and not let what other people say and do affect you
it's hard as hell for me too man
>>29529682
i had a fake comedic shtick to seem care-free and confident.. i could only interact behind a mask of performance
a chad called it out nonchalantly saying "you're trying too hard bro" in front of a huge group
it was obvious to everyone now that it was a mask for insecurity and i realized how cringe the whole thing was, so i just dropped trying to be funny and revealed my true self: a boring husk of a person, inept and insecure. dead inside.
>>29529714
the fear for me is the dread that it will keep being like this and i wont be able to kill myself, so i will live out the long decades like this, all for nothing
i need another way, but nothing has revealed itself to me.. then you can always tell yourself there is more to try, and you're not trying hard enough so you always feel you are to blame and too weak to "make it in the world" like everyone else.. but i seriously doubt they have these thoughts and these feels, they're just blissfully unaware
>>29529689
i have said this exact same thought to some normies. it was not appreciated, they thought i was just being "cynical" because they can't see through their own fantasies or delusions yet. they can't question their own actions or thoughts, else theyd be as hesitant and insecure as me, and they wouldn't be normies then
>>29529899
Ok, so he called you out for faking. You were. No one likes fake people and if you spend enough time with someone you'll know if it's fake. He did you a back handed favor. You'd never be able to get close to someone if you're fake, and if you did, would you even want to? They only like the fake you.
Also Chad probably doesn't even remember doing that, so neither should you. Move on
>>29530420
>using this many words to just say "just b urself XD"
Fuck off normie.
>>29530420
well no shit retard. i said in the post it was cringe and i stopped. maybe take chads dick out your mouth for 10 seconds before you post, and you might actually contribute something other than facebook plattitudes
