Holy shit, you were right: never listen to ANY kind of normie advice as the rest of society DOES NOT understand our plight.
>been living as a partially self-aware but happy NEET for almost a year, with no will to improve
>wasn't really affected by any negative normieposting on this board yet
>a couple of months back, realise that I would be considered a manchild loser by society because of my lack of skills and shitty lifestyle
>start obsessing over this, essentially falling for the failed normie meme
>as I gradually start to "improve" my lifestyle by acquiring better habits and new skills, I start growing depressed and anxious, I get have constant feelings of regret/obsessive thoughts and no will to continue my formerly fun hobbies
>this goes on and off for months
>start getting actual suicidal thoughts regularly, and am lucky if I get more than 3 hours of sleep in a single night
>still feel the need that I have to improve myself further, but I'm now essentially stuck in an endless loop of fake self-improvement that will never be able to satisfy me as I'm already far too back in the race compared to normies
I don't want to "improve" if that means I'll have to feel like shit for the rest of my life. So what if I'm a manchild? Anything is better than being deeply depressed.
Any NEETs that have managed to stay content, AVOID ANY NORMIE ADVICE POSTS. I had a good bluepilled mindset back then, now everything is ruined and I want to go back. But I had to fall for the failed normie meme of all things, and fucked myself over.
I don't know why the negative advice stuck to me, as in the past I would have just shrugged this off.
Just don't pay attention to anything a normie says, if you're told that you're ugly/short/a loser/virgin/manchild/whatever just fucking ignore it. Don't obsess yourself over something you can't change (easily). Normies are genetically different from us robots and will never understand us. You can't become a normie without ruining your mind.
In.
Fngr
Youre just a failed normie
Real robots are neutral to everything
What kind of "self improvement " were they anyway?
I understand your plight.
I really do want to get a job and make friends but I know it won't work.
I reccomend working out though. With all the free time we have, it doesn't take long to get /fit/ as a NEET.
I'm like this. I take lots of drugs. Mainly downers. That helps me cope.
>>29520232
Is it possible to get a nice body doing only body weight workouts for girls?
>>29520259
If you're skinny then you can get pretty lean with body weight exercises. Girls like lean bodies apparently
>>29520200
>falls for normie advice
>pays the toll
You brought this on your own. I don't even feel smug pointing this out.
>>29520224
No, I BECAME a failed normie recently I was definitely a robot before all of this, I never gave a shit about anything but something changed.
>>29520229
Getting more skills, improving my diet and hygiene habits, improving my responsibilities, getting myself to socialize a bit more. It doesn't sound like much since the depression kicked in very fast, but the main trigger is that I was seemingly relying far too much on my parents, making me think that I was a manchild. Now I'm far more independent but the depression acquired from the trauma never went away.
In my experience, exercising helped me to enjoy my hobbies again. I would recommend it to any robot who is sick of vidya and anime, coming home exhausted after an hour-long workout makes everything better.
>>29520282
No
You were born a failed normie
Robots dont evolve
>>29520283
How would one balance wagecucking and exercise?
>>29520301
I try to walk during lunch at work, and then on the weekends do something. I'm too exhausted to actually go to the gym afterwork (or before, which would mean getting up at like 5am)
>>29520282
>depression acquired from the trauma never went away.
Explain this part. What trauma?
>>29520259
if you do girl workouts you're going to get BREASTS and a VAGINA
>>29520312
i have PTSD from life not being fair and not getting a gf
>>29520320
failed
normie
loser
how old are like, like 19?
>>29520320
diagnosed by psychiatrist?
Are you saying you get trigger whenever you try to improve your life?
>>29520326
18
>>29520340
no but i looked up PTSD and i have most of the symptoms. life is fair for everyone else but not me
>>29520372
>no but i looked up PTSD and i have most of the symptoms.
>>29520266
I'm the girl... Is there some sort of famous routine you can link?
>>29520372
you just sound like an immature and entitled little bitch desu senpai
>>29520320
>>29520372
0/10
Alright everybody, you can close the thread.
>>29520326
>>29520340
>>29520383
>>29520390
how are you faggots falling for this? i'm being pretty over the top here.
>>29520396
because it's more entertaining to pretend when the bait is shit
>>29520407
that's bullshit and you know it. you fell for it. if you're gloating now, you would have been all over it if you'd figured it out before. YA GOT FOOLED BITCH
>>29520430
not really, >>29520390 was my only reply
why even give it up so easily
>>29520200
Retarded faggot.
Enjoy being homeless when mommy passes away and you're a 34 year old baby who can't even talk without shitting your diapers lmfao
>>29520458
tee hee you were the most obviously fooled one. tee hee hee. tee hee.
Being a NEET, means you can be detached from yourself, having an emotional distance to everything.
If you "improve" you necessarily need to fullfill your emotions, your needs, and will be confronted by them, if not satisfied.
Once gone to real NEET life, one better not turn back, it would be devastating.
>>29520480
what are you talking about? that doesn't sound very enjoyable at all.
Normies who say self improvment makes you feel better are retarded. When I was a NEET who didn't do anything I was much happier. Now that I started being social and got a job I'm miserable and suicidal.
>>29520489
It's your future so you'd better learn how to enjoy it lmfao
>>29520514
I'll just hang myself as soon as my parents die, that's how I'm going to win at this system. Stay mad.
>>29520200
Feels ya. You can't catch others anymore as you are too far from them so no point trying to "improve" yourself. Personally I enjoy being NEET manchild. Won't care less what society thinks.
>>29520489
top kizek
>>29520493
most normies are delusional and only work because they're so afraid of being seen as losers
>>29520275
how can someone fall for that?
>>29520283
This. However you shouldn't do it for anyone else. Don't try to get a good looking body. It's normie poison.
Instead take up running or bicycling, heck even bodyweight training will make you more fit without focusing on gaining visible muscles.
