>had a lot of friends during my high school years
>stopped talking to a lot of them after high school
>had 2 close friends but we stopped talking over the years so now I have 1 friendo
I guess my mom was right when she said friends don't exist.
>>29518393
i guess your mother is a whore and you are a loser.
>>29518409
My mother is a saint who taught me valuable life lesions but ignored them thanks to my rebellious teen years.
>>29518469
>lesions
whore whore whore. nobody likes you.
>>29518498
Even anonymous posters on a japanese inspired forum hate me.
this is happening to me right now I want to cry why does life have to be so terrible
>>29518734
Life is literally the "not" joke.
>here, have a few friends and that crush you always liked
>NOT
>>29518681
i have zero friends if that makes you feel any better. you beat me.
>>29518681
its okay man, get some sleep and come back.
ps. going through a similar situation. i've moved for uni and i'm losing touch with my last, one friend who moved here as well. i'm too reticent to make new ones
I always cut them off. It just feels unnatural to have friends. Whenever someone starts being something I could consider friend I treat them like shit and avoid them until they stop talking to me. I don't know I do this, I just do.
>>29518974
I've done this a few times throughout the years with online friends, I just delete and block them even if we've been chatting daily for 5 years or so. Maybe that's why I have 0 friends irl.
>>29519036
I do that even with friends IRL. It just feels like something I should be doing. It's very hard to explain but I think having friends is weakness. When someone gets close you start caring about them and not wanting to lose them and that makes you weak.
I met some guys from middle school who I did this to recently, they actually brought it up and said how surprised they were and how it really pissed them off that I just retreated.