Who is genuinely ready to die here?
I don't mean that you're depressed and want to die because you don't feel you will ever be happy and I don't mean people that feel they have nothing to live for because you don't want to die you want to live a better life. Who actually wants to die and never experience anything ever again?
>>29517682
I mean... yes I kinda want to die just so I don't have to put up with the world anymore
>>29517705
But is that wanting to die or wanting the world as you see it to change?
>>29517682
I feel like i wouldn't mind dying but probably if for example I'd get a kethat form of cancer or something my instinct of survival would kick back in and I'd be terrified as shit
>>29517756
*lethal
how the shit isn't this og?
>>29517682
The closest thing to happiness I've felt for as long as I can remember was holding a loaded gun to my head with the safety off. My heart was pounding and there was a peace I had never felt before. If I hadn't been in double action, I probably would've gone through with it.
50/50 split between ending the madness and the hope of experiencing a better reality
>>29517740
If you put it that way... I want to die... living isn't worth it if you can't fully enjoy it in the first place... the world is shit and I don't want to continue living on it
>>29517682
Why don't you do it then? Brexit life
There are things I enjoy about life. I'm just too incompetent to lead a good life, and it makes me want to die. Perhaps I'd want to live if things were different, but they won't be. I'm not ready to die, but I don't know what else I have, and you don't have to be ready for something to do it.
>>29517682
>living a life worth living
>be content at any point were it to end
haha motherfucker, I win this game
