When was the last time you genuinely smiled?
When was the last time you hugged someone?
When was the last time you looked forward to something?
When was the last time you were proud of yourself?
>>29516207
I genuinely smile at how beautiful I am on the mirror
I hug my little brothers everyday
I looked forward to meeting a guy two months ago but he stopped talking to me
I'm proud of myself for three days cause I ate right
>When was the last time you genuinely smiled?
Last week
>When was the last time you hugged someone?
Last week
>When was the last time you looked forward to something?
Last week
>When was the last time you were proud of yourself?
never, literally.
>>29516207
>When was the last time you genuinely smiled?
I'm smiling right now, I normally don't talk to anyone, even on here, so a few (you)s make me feel good
>When was the last time you hugged someone?
8 years ago?
>When was the last time you looked forward to something?
Everyday, I look forward to tomorrow, hoping things will get better
>When was the last time you were proud of yourself?
I can't remember
>>29516258
Congrats, man.
>>29516207
1. Last night, during Brexxit.
2. Today! Ran into a lady I used to work with.
3. I look forward to voting for Trump in November.
4. Today. I set a new personal record for 5x5 Arnold dumbbell press.
>>29516328
What are you doing to make things better, anon?
>>29516207
>When was the last time you genuinely smiled?
I can't remember
>When was the last time you hugged someone?
A few months ago maybe at a family thing
>When was the last time you looked forward to something?
I held my loaded .40 to my head a few weeks ago and felt excited when I clicked off the safety. Does that count?
>When was the last time you were proud of yourself?
Must have been a child, so 16+ years?
>>29516207
>When was the last time you genuinely smiled?
watching hanamaru youchien this afternoon
>When was the last time you hugged someone?
probably when i went to do some work for my grandma earlier this week
>When was the last time you looked forward to something?
this evening because my roommate bought me dinner after a week of poverty food
>When was the last time you were proud of yourself?
elementary school
>>29516370
Not much desu
I've stopped cutting, I'm taking my meds and I'm starting therapy in a while.
Trying to work on my self image and stuff too so I can become a suitable human people want to be around.
Probably won't miraculously get better, but I'm taking it one day at a time.
>smiled?
uhm a few minutes ago or smth
>hugged?
i dont know? few days ago lol
>looked forward to smth?
i look forward to work today. will be fun
>proud of self?
literally right now
>dont know
>monday, friend opened up her arms for a hug and was like "i missed you guys" while i was about to turn away and everyone else was occupied. It would be fucking awful to subject someone else to something as awkward as not getting any hugs back so i turned back towards her and gave that hug
(tfw im prolly getting bloodborne on pc before her)
>MGS V release day, the hype for that game was insane
>got a grant for being super smart or something so that was nifty, pops even told me he was proud
>>29516471
Good job taking your meds. May I ask what they are?
>>29516207
>When was the last time you genuinely smiled?
No idea
>When was the last time you hugged someone?
Does it count if they didn't hug you back? If yes then 3 years, if not then never.
>
When was the last time you looked forward to something?
When I was 12, so 11 years ago.
>When was the last time you were proud of yourself?
Never
>today
>two days ago
>months ago
>I don't think ever
All my smiles look and feel real, so they never see it coming when they're fake :^)
>>29516207
>When was the last time you genuinely smiled?
i smile a lot when i talk to my two only friends online
>When was the last time you hugged someone?
many years
>When was the last time you looked forward to something?
just recently after years
>When was the last time you were proud of yourself?
i know i can become successful and it makes me proud that i didnt fall into a slump so many people in my position are susceptible to
i think maybe things are turning around but maybe all of this isolation and loneliness has done more damage than i can ever fix. for instance i will never get over the depression, just compensate for it. i want to die every day lol
>>29516516
I'm taking quetiapine 25mg atm, I'm supposed to be on 300mg but I overdosed in april (8 times now) so I have to "build trust" with my doctor and I start hormones on monday.
>>29516207
>When was the last time you genuinely smiled?
probably something stupid on 4chan
>When was the last time you hugged someone?
my mom
>When was the last time you looked forward to something?
death, alternative some dumb video game
>When was the last time you were proud of yourself?
2009
I constantly smile at retards responding to my bait.
Don't know
Don't know
Don't know
Living the fucking dream
>>29516624
Are you taking that for bipolar disorder? Do you feel any difference at all on a lower dose?
>>29516728
Nope, for BPD I think.
Used to be on respiridone and appriprizole for psychosis though so not sure.
I can't even make phone calls or leave the house without it, so even on a low dose it feels nice to be able to do things.
>When was the last time you genuinely smiled?
probably at some dumb joke or shitpost someone made on 4chan that i quickly forgot about
>When was the last time you hugged someone?
never. not even talking about girls or friends, even in my family i've never had anything more than one of those half-hug type of things some people do when they meet
>When was the last time you looked forward to something?
SF5 coming out
>When was the last time you were proud of yourself?
never
>>29516816
I have a stutter, so I avoid using the phone at all costs. Making phone calls for job interviews is humiliating.
Wish I could find a drug for it. I've heard weed helps while you're high, but I don't really plan on finding out.
>>29516937
hmm, anti-psychotics work for me using the phone and whatnot (I just don't like my voice desu)
Kinda the same thing.
Maybe try get some? You'll feel tired, but it makes you not really care.
Or you could try lorazepam/anxiety meds?
I'm sure a doctor can help with it if its causing you problems like that, better than I can anyways
>>29516207
Some days ago
A girl hugged me last month. It felt disgusting
I look forward to the night when I can go out without a sea of people outside
Years ago, fuck that
>>29517049
Hey, thanks. Have a good weekend, anon!
>>29516207
>When was the last time you genuinely smiled?
Today. Videogames.
>When was the last time you hugged someone?
3 weeks.
>When was the last time you looked forward to something?
Does game of thrones count? Otherwise no.
>When was the last time you were proud of yourself?
Can't recall.
>smiled earlier today
>hugged a qtboy last week
>looking forward to persona 5 and suicide
>don't remember when I ever felt proud of myself
>>29516207
>When was the last time you genuinely smiled?
Yesterday
>When was the last time you hugged someone?
Yesterday
>When was the last time you looked forward to something?
Yesterday
>When was the last time you were proud of yourself?
Yesterday
It was the best day of my life
>lost 150 pounds
>don't feel better
>not proud, more ashamed of how fat I was
>>29516207
>When was the last time you genuinely smiled?
Last night, I had a drink with a few old friends and had some great (non-forced) laughs
>When was the last time you hugged someone?
Hugged my mom last night when she went to bed
>When was the last time you looked forward to something?
Well I looked forward to yesterday night
>When was the last time you were proud of yourself?
I am proud of myself right now
>>29516207
>When was the last time you genuinely smiled?
5 days ago
>When was the last time you hugged someone?
3 weeks ago
>When was the last time you looked forward to something?
2006
>When was the last time you were proud of yourself?
Dunno
