>tfw you start masturbating again
>tfw you have a sex dream
>wake up and fail nofap because overcome by lust
>wake up again
>the previous failure was a dream as well
and thus I am still successfully on several months of nofap
this has happened an alarming number of times
my life is becoming inception
Is masturbating bad?
original
Heavily at that. Like, I'm pounding my dick to a pulp heavily
>>29514693
Don't continue, just quit it and start over. You know it won't ever satisfy you, don't lie to yourself.... You know life slowly gets better when you stop.
>tfw the chemical surge in your brain during an orgasm no longer affects you as you watch what is another weak and unsatisfying orgasm dribble impotently onto your hand and fingers in a mixture that is now mostly water with occasional white lumps strewn inside it, sighing as you click to another tab so no one will see your doujins before you trudge over to the bathroom dick still in hand to wipe the semen away
>tfw you've done this multiple times a day, every day, for the past few years
>tfw sweat pools in your underwear, pants, and arm pits from trying to get your half-limp dick to respond to content you've long since been desensitized to
>tfw you still can't completely stop despite multiple attempts over the years
>>29516499
Well those focused feels are the last feels for me today. I'm going to bed.
>>29516499
The pools of sweat got to me, desu
>tfw haven't masturbated in a long time
>like maybe two days
>cum massive load
>>29516024
>You know life slowly gets better when you stop.
Fuck yourself.
Does anyone else get really horny the night after drinking? If I go without alcohol I don't need to fap at all.
> todays the day, you say to yourself
> today I'm going to quit this excessive habit
> You proudly beam with confidence.then you click on one semi-lewd link
> one thing leads to another
> and the cycle is broken. You fap around a cloud of guilt and sadness, never to be broken
At least it feels good, right?
for a couple seconds
>>29516788
>2 days
>long time
Do you literally spend 24 hours a day masturbating?
>>29516499
Fuck, my pathetic life has been lived a million times. I guess that makes me feel a lil bit better.
Thank you again for keeping me grounded in reality, /r9k/.
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>tfw can't even enjoy masturbation anymore because it always reminds you of how lonely you are
>>29516887
No, that's the thing. If you wait even just a little while you cum a lot more. It's a good feeling.
Anyone else has more a porn problem than masturbation? I can go weeks without fapping if I don't watch porn but the accidental 11/10 makes my dick surrender.
Also, anyone noticed how you can stay days inside without the urge to fap, but as soon as you find yourself in a room with lots of people the urge returns? Fucking pheromones man, I just want to remain pure.
Masturbating and having a post-cum cigarette are the only things I look forward to anymore
Fucking end me
>>29514784
That is like the coolest thing ive read all week.
>tfw you don't fap for pleasure anymore but simply out of fear and anger at being a kv who otherwise will not get to experience "sexual" pleasure
>tfw I'm only reinforcing my own insecurities
>tfw I'll never experience real sex in a loving pair bond like God intended
truly a hellish feel
>>29514784
this happens to me frequently on nofap
>tfw no gf
>proceed to fap
>"meh, i dont want a gf anymore"
>10 minutes later - tfw no gf
>>29517148
>you will eventually find a woman
>she begrudgingly decides to 'settle' for you
>she's already taken literal miles of dick
>she will constantly be comparing you to other men
>you don't actually mean anything to her
>she will steal your mana, get bored, and move on
>masturbate late at night
>keep browsing
>see something vaguely hot
>"I guess I could go another round"
>end up edging for an hour
I need to stop. . .
>>29516499
Into your hand? Really? Thats the best youve come up with?
>>29516797
if you never try it you'll never find out, don't be that much of a downer
>>29514693
well I'm sorry...
>tfw I'm not
also sorry i'm still learning the basics of being on 4chan
>find a top notch lewd while browsing
>go to wank
>remember there's other people in the room
>tfw the ecstasy from when you first started wanking is gone
>you will never shudder and twitch after orgasming again, only sit there disappointed at how you could have been whacking off to something better
>tfw nobody ever makes threads of your fetish anymore
>you don't have enough saved to start one of your own
>didn't fap for 66 days
>spent 3 days fapping 4 times a day or so
>haven't fapped since 3 days ago
>>29514693
>tfw can't dream about sex because I've never experienced it and can't even imagine what it must feel like
>>29518183
Have you seen porn? I dad a few dreams where I had sex. Some of them wet, some not. Felt pretty good, better than whatever virtual reality technology could offer.
A good wizard power would be mastering lucid dreaming so I can literally have sex every night while I sleep.
>>29514784
>have dream where youre on the toilet
>shitting and fapping at the same time
>wake up in a piss and cum covered bed
>>29518179
how did you feel during your peak?
>shitposting on 4chan
>wake up
This thread is hitting pretty close to home...
>>29519595
>tfw listening to Max Richter while reading this thread
Gotta say, shit's depressing
