Who else feels the lonliest when with others? I just finished talking to a girl, and now im lower than ive been in weeks. It was a nice conversation, but i know nothing will come of it.
If i stay at home, im not reminded of what i cant have.
I feel the same way. Recently I've been getting a long pretty well with my coworkers, but I have no friends at all, so being around them just makes me emotionally sick.
It's because im just constantly reminded that they all have lives and friends and I'm stuck here with disgusting idealistic hope even though it doesn't run deeper than the fact that they are people I just work with and vice versa.
The fact they will never care or think about me as a human being makes me never want to talk to another person.
>>29513394
>lonliest when with others
>with others
>I just finished talking to a girl
>just finished
>now im lower than ive been in weeks
>now im
>>29514164
Who are you and why do you keep doing this to all my posts
>>29513394
I'm this way, OP. I've stopped denying the obvious and am now content just to stay isolated in my bedroom. I wouldn't say it makes me happy, but it at least minimizes my suffering.