>social anxiety so bad can't even go to the shops on your own without being wasted
>post in a group chat
>shake for half an hour
>>29498959
and I have to drive there...
>go to party
>tons of normies
>get nausea
>decide to leave early before I puke
>"where you going anon party is just getting started? Aww man are you already wasted? Okay I get it don't puke in my house man take care"
>Mfw I didn't drink anything that night
I FUCKING HATE SOCIAL ANXIETY DISORDER
>>29498959
>Havent left my house for 5 months
>Left class group chat because i dont even know them even tough i spent 3 years in the same classroom with them
>Can't start a conversation with strangers irl
When did this happend in my life wtf went so wrong anons...
>>29498959
>go outside
>feel like i'm in a videogame
>>29499218
I was in a study group with a bunch of normies. One even invited me to her normie parties and shit. They all graduated and have jobs now, I dropped out senior year because I couldn't get an internship that I needed to graduate. I stuttered talking to people at job fairs. They just didn't fear any kind of rejection and as a result they didn't have to. opportunities came to them because they were self-assured, and I got the rejection I feared because I wasn't. this is when I realized that my grades didn't really matter and I'd fallen for a huge meme.
That was three years ago. Last time I talked to a classmate was maybe a year ago. her company was recruiting, and I had the last embarrassing task of telling her that I'd fucked up my whole life and would just reflect badly on her if I tried to apply, since I didn't get my degree and had been a neet for two years.
I wonder what happened to them but I'm afraid to look.
>>29499093
Try drinking something next time. You may also get laid.
Tfw only klonopin made it vanish but was taken away ;_;
>>29498959
>yw alcohol is causing or at least exacerbating your anxiety
>>29499253
Outside. It's like an inferior version of reality.
>go outside
>feel like a fucking alien
suicide time t.b.h I was never fit for this world
>>29498959
I'm sick of this feel.
>have an ugly face that is becoming even uglier every day even though I try to take care of it
>have a speech impedement and a weird accent with the voice of a pre-teen boy
>people either don't take me seriously or don't understand me at all when I try to speak to them
>am constantly made fun of due to this, every time I walk outside at least one group of people will notice and laugh at me
>become incredibly anxious about any social task or chore I have to perform, and struggle to fit in
>am now basically a hikikomori because of this
>sign up for some free education courses
>go there
>group of 10 people
>the lecturer asks to go up to each person and find one thing in common
>heart starts racing, sweating, feel like puking
>one in the group is a cute girl
>think "holy shit it's a girl and i have to introduce myself to her"
>stutter, mumble, voice cracks - spaghetti everywhere
>go home, feel like killing myself
Social anxiety AKA "I got bullied or treated like shit by my parents and it destroyed my brain"
>>29498975
>post in group chat
>"this isn't a blog, idiot"
>mfw all I did was say I had a shitty day and wanted friends to comfort me
I hate my fucking life.
>>29498959
got to get some meds bro. meds help trust me.
>>29502012
Pretty much this, except they didn't bully me they just didn't pay any attention to me cause I have 7 siblings
Also I'm homeschooled so it's even worse, I grew up isolated from everyone so my social skills are fucking shit
>tfw fucked from the start
It's just not fair
who here /clothes anxiety/? But have social anxiety too so you can't go buy new clothes to cure clothes anxiety?
A never ending loop. I need some sort of assistant.
