Tell me your secrets rk9
The ones nobody knows about...
>Have gathered a massive shemale/trans/femboi fetish
>Some of them aint even that girly
>Crippling shame
that's pretty based OP
>implying that all of us don't have a huge trap porn stash
You must be new here
i think it's funny when people put penises in butts. like whaaaat?? lol
I failed a psych test and a drug test causing me to lose a prestegious job at a nuclear plant.
The depression that hit me afterwards caused me to spiral into a deep pit of self-loathing and suicidal thoughts.
I had my whole life ahead of me and now I'm fucked. My life as I had planned is fucked.
Now I'm here. Living in my parents basement, browsing /r9k/, begging people for a steam game to keep me occupied for a little longer.
I don't think I have much fight left in me guys
>>29490885
keep going sexy, i believe in you
>>29490808
>Sucked off a 50 year old man, twice
>Know the taste of rancid old man cum
>Get randomly aroused thinking about it
>Actively want to go again
I'm in deep
>>29490885
Did you go to school for anything? What was position at nu-cu-lar plant?
Mfw
>Working at mill as millwright apprentice.
>show up to work
>told to go home cause mill is closing
>next closest mill is 6 hours away
>>29490951
How did that start homeslice?
I don't want to be a cockslut or anything, I'm a virgin, never done anything gay in my life, but I fell in love with a man and I masturbate every day thinking about making him feel good. He's a lonely virgin as well and it makes me feel so happy thinking about the pleasure I could bring him. I've never had a gay history but I think about him and I want to lick his balls, deepthroat his dick, and do anything I can to make him cum hard. I don't even know what he looks like.
Nobody knows about this, and nobody ever will. I'm ashamed after I masturbate, but I still have to do it.
Whenever I'm in a public toilet, and someone lets out a torrent of stinky diarrhea, I pretend that I'm like everyone else and say "Mmmm, delectable! I fucking love the smell of fresh doo doo! Rotten doo doo too! What do you prefer, fresh doo doo or rotten doo doo?" But that's just small talk, going through the motions. I find the scent of feces to be rather unpleasant. When I'm pretending to fight the other bathroom occupants for position as we force our way into the stall to gobble up the man's doo doo and lick his buttcheeks clean, I know I'm lying to myself, and I hate myself for it. One time I got a promotion when my boss was the doo doo maker and he said I got my tongue farther up his anus than he's ever experienced. He said I must really love doo doo more than anyone, and he needs more people like me on the team. I can never let my secret out.
>>29490986
Went to school for Nuclear Engineering. Graduated pretty close to the top of my class of about 40. I was working on core design (basically how to arrange fuel elements to ensure that they burn evenly). It takes a lot of precision and care in the calculations and simulations. Never once messed up. I don't know why I was recommended for a psych eval, I don't know why they sprang it on me.
Oh well
>>29490948
Thanks bb, I'll try
I was molested by the neighbor kid for a few months until he killed himself
I've told the story here a few times though
>>29491112
the neighbor kid sounds gay. sorry you had to go through that my man.
>>29491050
WTF
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>>29491112
Yikes
I sucked three cocks back in college during a "bi-curious phase." All of them were from craigslist. Now I'm engaged to a woman that I love, and she has no idea. I will never tell her either. This secret goes to the grave with me.
>>29491050
Fucking kek'd
Pretty funny
I own porn. as In physical porn not just shit on my hard drive like everyone else. On my last trip to Japan I was in Weeb paradise and found myself on the 18+ floor. I bought like 5 different BD that day because they had an amazing selection.
The real kicker here is that I don't even hide the shit. its straight up on my TV stand next to all the other movies and anime I own just mixed in with the anime.
>>29491126
Yeah. I'm ok for the most part
He never penetrated me so I guess it wasn't so bad.
I think if he did, I'd probably be super fucked up
Theres a married older woman who is trying to have an affair with me.
She went through a hard time and I was her pal before the our uni course, she had to drop out,
She met her husband while he was engaged. So shes pretty much hoe level. I cant do her though. It would be opening a can of worms.
Literally looks like this tranny
>>29490992
>bi-curious streak
>easily influenced by gay/trap porn
>start dumping CL adds looking for cock to suck
>2 failures and now I got a bloke who wants it whenever his in the area
>>29491148
Look at you slyly trying to metaphorically detach those cocks from the men they belong to. You didn't meet up with some bro in a parking lot and haggle over the price of a cock that he handed you in a brown paper bag. You met men and had romantic, sexual encounters with them. You kissed their male mouths. You did gay things. Very gay things. With male human beings. Your fiancee knows and she's going to tell everyone during the wedding. I bet you invited your three boyfriends too, didn't you? ugh i just had a moment, why am i posting this? i'm gonna but why? sorry bro, good on you. enjoy your wedding and your married life.
>>29491017
>lonely virgin as well and it makes me feel so happy thinking about the pleasure I could bring him
Literally my thoughts
I wanna suck off a virgin too senpai, i would do my best to give him maximum pleasure
>>29491444
You a fembot trips?
>>29491370
>You met men and had romantic, sexual encounters with them.
There was nothing romantic about it. My mouth was just a hole for them to fuck.
>You kissed their male mouths.
No, I didn't. I just sucked them off.
>Your fiancee knows and she's going to tell everyone during the wedding.
Nope. She is totally oblivious and will be forever.
>I just had a moment, why am i posting this? i'm gonna but why? sorry bro, good on you. enjoy your wedding and your married life.
It's okay, bro. Thanks.
>>29491460
Nah senpai
Girls probably don't think about weird shit like that
>>29491513
>>29491460
Girls don't think about that at all, they are too selfish.
It brings me great pleasure to imagine pleasing him. I would want to make him cum quickly because it feels so good, then comfort him that it's okay that he was so fast.
I got molested by an older goal
I wonder what makes young girls molest younger guys
Ok I see pictures of trans women on here that seriously make me think i should do it (transition). But i am worried that these are basically the best of the best and that i will look nothing like a girl at all. (for reference I already look kinda feminine and i have never tried to. I have been mistaken for a girl before by strangers, ex, "have a nice day ma'am" and it makes me happy whenever that happens.)
I`m very proud of who i am and the way i handle things in my life.
Actually im the only one that knows that
>>29491669
I get off so much to the thought of plowing someone like you
>>29491740
Oh wow! That makes me very happy to hear actually :) thanks :)
At this point the most serious step I have taken is eating tofu every day (since i heard that soy has a protien that mimics estrogen in the body)
I dont know what you look like, but I have a serious fat/virgin fetish (since that is how i was in high school, now I'm really thin though because im a vegetarian, see above)
>>29491814
Yikes, well im not too fat or too virgin
Flip if thats you in the pic then serious boner activated
>>29490992
fucking hell tiffany starr is fat and ugly, that disgusting monster is as ugly as wendy williams
they should do a trans-monster scene together and get buttfucked by niggers
>>29491814
>but I have a serious fat/virgin fetish
where can i find you senpai
>>29491868
It's not me haha i just google image searched "cute trans"...
I think i would look very similar if i had a wig and makeup on (thats why i picked the picture)
And wow, you are very attractive, you probably have a lot of experience sexually. I would be very into that as well... I would love to rest my head on your chest :3
>>29491935
Wahahaha I am in new york. One of my biggest fantasies would be to give myself away on craigslist as a girlfriend for a day, basically I would do all the traditional girlfriend activities like movies, cooking for them, fulfill their sexual desires (obviously) whatever they may be, etc... I imagine this a lot but I would also be afraid of getting a std or being hurt :( sorry for rambling.
>>29492036
Aww haha no worries
Ya got an email at all lol?
>>29492087
Ok i made one for this purpose because I don't exactly want to link myself to a public email loll
Anyone can email me ofc [email protected]
I don't guarantee that i will respond but ill try :)
>>29492212
Yaay!!
Sent you something
>>29492323
Hahaha yes I see :3
I have to admit this is the first male butt I have seen intended for me, so this is very exciting moment :')
>>29491552
That's a lie, pham.
>dating aggressive 6/10
>help clean out her place so she can move
>find a couple of old diaries that are practically novels
>manage to stash them in my car to read them later
I kinda wish I hadn't. It was like the movie Kids, but from a girl's perspective.
Been telling my parents that I'm looking for a job and been going to interviews but I haven't applied to anything in months
Also I'm gay and fucking a married guy. Cucking a Stacey feels pretty great but I don't think I'm going to tell anyone about it or the fact that I'm a faggot for that matter
i'm a terrible human being and i deserve to burn in hell
>>29490885
If you could have gotten that prestigious place but failed some unrelated tests, why not go for similar profession at another place? You seem to have a degree, so it should already be easier for you. You will fail and get rejected in life a lot, everyone does. It doesn't mean you have to drop everything. Someone invested in you. Your parents raised you because they believe in you and think you can achieve something good and obviously you can, so why waste great mind by browsing this depressing board and playing vidya?
>>29492771
LOL you homo. I bet the married couple in your second secret is the same as the married couple in your first secret.
my secret is that you are gay, person reading this.
![maxresdefault[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/nyOKvdn.jpg "maxresdefault[1].jpg")
damn nigga yo butthole gooey as shit dog! dat shit straight GOOEY
My daughter is inbred, and also my sister. It's a secret kept even from her.
>>29490951
That's secretly my darkest secret
Were you sexually abused as a child?
>>29491669
You will just become a monster and will age like milk. Don't make your life a fetish, it will not make you happy. Look at all those trans on twitter contemplating suicide and having mood swings because they're not even humans anymore and hormones fucked up by disgusting meds...
>>29495222
become a monster? I don't know about that... I've seen some pretty cute tgirls on here
It isn't really my secret but I am not supposed to tell anyone: a childhood friend impregnated a girl who blamed her bf. bf didn't contest paternity, and is now supporting someone else's kid.
>>29495416
After a certain point the hormones have done too much damage and they won't look human anymore
What u saw was trannies in their prime, after the few years they really aren't people
>>29495570
I think i would be happy with that... I just need a couple years of prime anyway, then i can look back at them fondly :)
I'm already pretty cutesy looking so i sort of believe i could become really great trans girl :)
>>29495416
You're going to ruin your life man. Just give in your fetish and have gay sex with random people but don't transition or you will go the cosmo way, and it's not pretty.
I'm not saying you won't be cute for a year at best, even if you're in the top 5% genetics, but it will only last a very short period of time and you will look like the ugliest piece of shit for the rest of your life.
Not to mention the huge number of trans people killing themselves due to severe depression NOT resolved by transitioning, it makes it even worse actually.
>>29495624
I'm not depressed though, I'm not considering transitioning to "fix my depression" I just want to do it.
>>29495593
You should find solace elsewhere in your life, any other hobby, please don't get brainwashed by the jewish pharmaceutic companies and porn industry. You can be happy without this.
>>29492982
I'm marked by the government now. I'm struggling to cope with the facts. Working so hard for so long on something I care so much about, then losing it. It's terrifying, I taking a huge tole on my body and my psych. I haven't yet gained the ability to see a life past yet.
That's a lot of work I'm struggling to manage. I just can't find a reason to buck up and move on. The voice in my head telling me that it's ok and that I can figure it out is drowned out by negative thoughts and powerful emotions. It just makes me so tired too. That voice is just so quiet and my ideals have just faded.
But you're not my therapist. You don't need to hear the rambling
>>29495685
Mainly I just want to make someone else happy... not myself. I think i could do that more effectively if i were a girl.
>>29495750
You will never be a girl though, and you can 100% make a person happy as a man. As for being cute, do something that is actually working, healthy and giving results like working out your lower body with squats, lunges and hip extensions. Get fit with a good diet. Then you're free to crossdress but please do not ruin your body.
>>29495914
I'm not planning on cutting my dick off or getting any other surgery if that's what you're implying. I just wanted to get HRT as well to make my face more feminine and whatnot.
Is that considered ruining my body?
used to torture salamanders as a small child. I'd do things such as tying blades of grass around their neck, smothering them with bricks, and whispering to them they're bad/ugly/deserve to die. I'm not entirely sure why I did this.
used to sleep with open window in winter during high school in hopes that I'd freeze to death in my sleep. It sounded like a painless way to die.
No one knows about my massive yaoi porn collection I've accumulated over the years.
Also I guess these are only secrets because I'm living in liberal bastion California and anything but super leftist views are crucified.
>I'm anti gun control and a gun owner
>I'm also anti immigration
>Islam is not a religion of peace and should be checked
but I'm also pro-environment, pro-choice, pro-LGBT rights
Apparently you can't be both in California. Can't wait to get out of here.
>>29490808
This, but it's mostly hypnosis stuff. I put it an external hard drive and hid the folder.
I'm bisexual, which a couple people know, but I've only had sex with 2 guys, no girls. I've dated one guy and 2 girls, though.
Oh, and I cut myself once. It was pretty life-changing and I haven't done it or felt the need to ever since.
>>29495981
Yes, it will have huge negative effects in the long run. Also, unless you're 12 or something HRT won't do wonder, you will just get puffier nipples which is just gross on a grown up male body.
HRT is a fucking meme to trick weak minded people into believing they can just swap their gender and magically become a cute anime girl.
Educate yourself, it never happens, the few good pics you see are photoshopped with the best angle possible and tons of tricks. Just fucking watch narcissa, how can yoy believe it will end well?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EHA1qxsLH-0
Either way Im done, I know people like you are impossible to convince and fall prey to the jewish doctors making you believe in fairy tales... I still hope you'll be happy in your life man.
>>29496140
Lol you might almost be credible if you didn't say jewish in every post ... I'm not 12 but im not exactly old enough that it's too late imo
im taking hrt to fulfill my need of being a little girl ama
>>29496210
That's great! Are you happy? Do you consider yourself healthy?
>>29496210
where do you buy the hormones?
Last year, I was terribly lonely and I befriended a girl on minecraft. She quickly got attached to me, and coerced me into an online relationship with her. I couldn't stop myself because of said loneliness. I really regretted my decision a few weeks later because it turns out she had severe depression,and she was 15, and I was 24.I couldn't stand her being so depressed all the time, but she made it kinda clear that if I left her, she'd kill herself. She cut and made at least 1 suicide attempt while we were together. I really couldn't figure out how to escape in a good way, so what I ended up doing was just be absolutely shitty to her and start fights. It killed me to be the bad boyfriend, but I felt like it had to be done. I eventually escaped when I was sure she hated me enough to be okay when I left.
>recently started to like being called "daddy" even jokingly
fuck
>>29496140
Whhheenn did it all go so wronnnnng???
>>29496228
Yeah I really am happy. My life has improved a lot. I'm also pretty healthy. Exercise regularly. Eat ok. I don't really have sex. No friends either. I'm a robot.
>>29496241
there are a couple places on the net i know of but have never used. you could ask male to female gender on the lgbt board for more information on that probably.
>>29496274
last time someone called me a good girl (a coworker) i had butterflies for 20 minutes.
>>29496314
You sound like a huge retard who needs to fix his poor life's decisions.
>>29496314
>>29496314
>last time someone called me a good girl (a coworker) i had butterflies for 20 minutes.
this fetish of mine feels so degenerate but having the feel of calling someone a good girl sounds like it'd feel so right although I'd probably be beyond saving
>>29496116
Honestly, same. I can't say I'm conservative because I'm pro choice, lgbt rights, environment and a huge faggot, but I can't say I'm liberal/libertarian/left because I'm pro-guns, anti-illegal immigration, and fuck islam, look at Sweden, Belgium, Britain, Germany, I don't want that shit!
>>29496251
I've had to do this, except for we were the same age. Now I think I might have commitment issues.
>>29491112
post story bruh
>>29496388
oh its so nice. you dont just get butterflies in your stomach when on estrogen. they're everywhere. even your equipment if you know what i mean
>>29496459
Yeah exactly. I can't even fap to porn anymore unless it has some kind of rough sex or something similar anymore senpai
>>29490986
what year? going to school for 4th year right now.
>>29496510
oh i dont touch mine
>>29496560you should desu
>>29496589
no one flirts with me or encourages me to.
>>29490808
hah, hes got a layer of shit/rectal juice and lube on his shaft.
>inb4 its just his skin
look closer
>>29496644
>trying to get me to look closely at a penis
I'm not even upset, I do this anyway. fufufufu
>>29490885
>I failed a psych test and a drug test causing me to lose a prestegious job at a nuclear plant.
that's my dream job man.
what country are you from?
any advice for someone wanting to get in that line of work? i dont wanna be stuck at a coal plant. shits more unhealthy for you anyway.
also, how did you fail the psyche test?
>>29496616
I'd ask you for skype but I'm really forgetful when it comes to these kinda things
>>29496685
im not lying though...
>started dating gf when she was 13 and I was 24
>didn't even go further than kissing and bathing together while clothed/sharing a bed.
>>29496692
that usually means youre not attracted to someone
>>29492585
post exerts?
>>29496731
I guessgimme your skype anyway
I've had consensual sex with myfather
I don't regret the dickgirls at all, but the more autogynephilia(especially incest) / trans / trap-dom make me a little uneasy. Big Sister Okay Too is something that really makes me nauseous to like jerking off to.
IRL, I get more aroused by older women than younger ones. I blame part of it on that only older women have really been nice to me my whole life, going as far as defending me from bullying. Younger women are just so insulting, bitchy, and stupid all the time. Might be an American thing, as most of the foreigners have been nicer.
I've mentioned it to maybe one person IRL, but part of my future may include literally buying an 18-25 y/o from a second/third world country and making her my wife, in her country or America. I'm 26 and getting so tired of everyone else having easy sex, easy relationships, etc. I just want kids with a wife that I won't have to hear about how all her ex's were better than me, or that she's somehow proud of getting out of an abusive relationship. American women culture is disgusting, and I don't know if I could ever marry white, let alone American.
I'll be graduating with an Engineering BS next year, and if I can get a decent job, I will take all my frustration out on women. I will not marry nor have kids with a woman over 25, especially not one going/with an MS or higher education. Maybe a BS if she had good financing. The thought of being responsible for some worn out slag with 100k in debt (or god forbid, kids) that won't have more than two kids is the most repulsive thing I can imagine. I'm going to need five to be anywhere close to comfortable, preferably ten.
>>29496863
>I've mentioned it to maybe one person IRL, but part of my future may include literally buying an 18-25 y/o from a second/third world country and making her my wife
enjoy getting fleeced.
i have 30gb of pics of kpop boys
they make me happy
>>29490808
I have been living on my own in another state for almost a year. I don't really talk to my family that much. Since I left I've been working and I got some plastic surgery on my face. I don't look like the same person. I decided I wanted to look like a girl so that's what I've done. I've been taking hormones and got breast implants. My family has no clue. My mom is "visiting" me in two weeks. Should I meet her or just blow her off? I was thinking I would try and put myself in a position where she sees me but doesn't know it's me.
>>29493454
Nah my Dad is way hotter than the guy I'm fucking. He's probably why I'm into older guys. Whatever
>>29495673
Just don't cut your dick dude. It may sound fun but you will regret it. I don't know where I could be without my dick
I want to meet up with one of those sissy boys that you see posting pictures of their legs in rainbow thighhighs all the time around here.
However, I don't wanna see their face, nor know their name. I want to set up a meeting in some motel in the middle of nowhere, far from where I live, wear ski masks or one of those face masks that they wear in Japan when they got a cold. I want to ravage this hypothetical trap boypussy hard, deep and fast until I literally can't move anymore, then wash up and go home like nothing happened. Maybe keep some burner email as contact in case I want to meet up with them again.
Is such a thing even possible? Truly anonymous meet ups like this just for sex and nothing else? A proxy for our deep perversions, with no consequences?
>>29497326
Dude are you kidding? I have no desire to cut off my dick :0
I just want to be more of a little trap girl so i will take HRT
Why would i give up the organ which allows me to be paid more for equal work? plus it feels good to touch it fufufufufufu
>>29496116
it wont be better in other places, no one will agree with your full set of views
I really want to be a girl but have no interest in being a tranny.
I do get off on the thought of fucking and abusing non-passable trannies sometimes though like the one in OP's pic.
But yeah, really wish I could live life as a girl. I want to be able to get pregnant pretty badly and be a mother and stuff.
>>29490873
>whaaaat??
>lolLeave.
>>29497969
>newfag cant identify a shit-post
jesus christ
>>29496726
>>started dating gf when she was 13 and I was 24
nigga that ain't bad, i went 18 on 9 some time ago
>>29496726
>>29498161
where do you fucks live where you can pull that shit off?
no way someone could get away with that in a first world country
>>29495724
And that's okay you feel like that. It's normal. You grieve and you need it because big changes are happening in your life. Let yourself be sad and feel sorry for yourself for some time. That's how you cope with it.
But also you need to understand that there is nothing you can do about it. You lost something you worked on for long time, but your life is still going on. You don't just stop living. You need to move on and look for alternatives. Or change the way your life is going and try to achieve something else. Isn't it how humans are? Their whole lives they are trying to achieve something, they work towards it. You need to find another dream, another goal. Sure it's easy to say for me, but your life is going on and you should let go of your dreams and not live in the past
I have 21,677 furfag images on my phone.
I never let anyone hold it.
I only fap to hentai pictures and I don't even watch anime
>>29499191
That isn't healthy.
>>29491513
>>29491552
Some of us do..
>>29498246
>not being in the backwoods of a state where almost everyone knows everyone else's business and nobody gives a shit
If we were down in Detroit someone might tell aunt shanikwa, but we're in the white trash UP and folks don't mind having some army kid pound your daughter out apparently. Gotta support the troops, my man.
>>29499432
mtf doesn't count faggot
>>29499463
He said a first world country, not America.
>>29496403
>and fuck islam, look at Sweden, Belgium, Britain, Germany, I don't want that shit!
You talk like your IQ is 84.
>friend and 4chan have slowly turned me gay over the last year
>am going to fuck my friend this summer
Don't tell my dad.
>>29499570
Let's not kid ourselves, your dad's probably done way worse.
>>29499586
Yeah like my mum.
>>29494548
Explain, in explicit detail. nowpls
>tfw no qt Melb femboys to lewd
>>29497927
Sauce?
Origamo
