fellow robots, I wrote out my suicide note and tried to kill myself yesterday. I took a shit load of sleep aids with several shots of vodka. I pussied out and forced myself to throw up, my mom just thought I was really drunk.
Why do I do this to myself? Can somebody talk to me?
Nobody will talk to you.
>>29474851
What's troublin you anon????
>>29474851
read this, anon
>>29473814
on the subject of half-assed suicide attempts
>be me
>be male (so should automatically have a higher chance of killing myself successfully)
>dad dies
>get depressed
>have surgery before that happened and some leftover percocet pills i had
>take 4 percocets and a half a handle of jim beam
>wait for sweet death
>realize I only took enough to, at most, fuck up my liver
>start panicing for an hour afterward but eventually dgaf and all asleep and wake up fine with no side effects
and thats the boring story of how people don't actually want to kill themselves but pretend they do
Would that work? Only pills we have are vitamins and panadol.
>>29474851
Don't need to talk to strangers on the net, just get medication. Your thoughts, feelings, and overall perspective are caused by your brain chemistry.
Fix it.
>>29474851
I'm really bad at talking senpai, but i know even anon's reply can mean something so here it is.
