How will you spend your summer, anon?
Well, I've been going out for drinks and food a lot. hitting the gym a little bit too. shitposting too, of course. But I'll be starting a job soon, so there goes my summer, meng.
>>29466608
Alone
shitty
regretful
you know, the usual
>>29466608
summerfagging
>>29466608
Working, drinking in my pool or on my boat, and shooting, same as every summer.
>>29466608
How about you, OP? What's on "the sched' for your summer? Bangin' beach babes? Drinking shots at the bar? Dancin' 'til dawn at the club? Eatin' a little subway sandwich, eh?
I've had more time to write in my journal
filling every square inch of paper with thoughts
shit looks like chicken scribbles of a schizowait oops
Something like this
uguj
>>29466608
I really want to eat roadkill. The next time I find something that doesn't look too destroyed, I'm gonna skin it and eat it.
>>29466608
working
taking classes
convincing myself to not commit suicide
>>29466703
ActuallyI'm rich so yes
>>29466748
can we see your journal?
>>29466748
Post some of them here
>>29466777
Nice, enjoy meng.
>>29466608
>convinced parents to let me NEET in their home
Video games, movie marathons, anime, livestreams, fapping, this place, music, etc. I'm also aiming to lose weight and at least go outside once or twice a week. It's going to be the last summer like this i'll ever have and it's going to be comfy.
>>29466608
in doors because fuck summer and the heat, I come out in the winter when its ice cold and comfy
If everything goes as expected underground in a wooden box.
i'm gonna be working on my new album
>>29466862
Thanks, for a second I thought you were going to be bitter as fuck. Is this r9k?
>>29466946
Not really. I'm financially set up too and like to encourage people around here to step up their game.
>>29466878
>>convinced parents to let me NEET in their home
h-how?
>>29466608
Summer class that is stressing me out for the first third of break, and wagecucking throughout the whole summer. I'll try to scavenge what's left of my vacation during July and August while contemplating how I'll get destroyed by next semester's classes. I miss the old summers where I'd spend 12 hours a day playing vidya. Didn't go out at all and that's the way I like it. So sick of seeing how people here complain about trying to socialize and live more routinely. Fuck that. I want off this ride.
My ideal scenario:
>getting /fit/
>getting a job
>doing guitar lessons
>taking a songwriting course
>being social
>dude weed lmao'ing with my friendo on occasion
>vidya on occasion
>drinking on occasion
>walking my doggo regularly
>not being anxious
Probable reality
>applying for jobs endlessly but to no avail
>go out socially like once and sperging out and shutting myself away again all summer
>trying a diet for like a week and cracking and binge eating for the rest of summer
>never getting round to getting guitar lessons
>constant vidya
>upping my fap routine to 4 times a day
>hiding from life
>>29467074
>I miss the old summers where I'd spend 12 hours a day playing vidya
>>29467097
Your probable reality is more or less my ideal scenario.
>>29466991
>>29466777
Please make me rich too
1CoHtqJSuMmcoYXByEAZ16FDfWy87RBvMg
>continuing to get /fit/
>Barely leaving the house
>Alone
>Browsing 4chan
>Planning my suicide
I think the worst part is that everybody around me is going to go out and have fun whilst I stay inside and my mental health deteriorates.
>>29467074
I'm in the exact same situation senpai
I've had enough of this shit, all I ever wanted was to never see another human being again, I don't give a shit about relationships or sex, I just want to be alone.
but now I have a job and university year round, and once I'm done with uni I'll need to get a job in my field and work for decades in an office full of normies.
I want out, I'm considering just becoming a fucking junkie and killing myself with an OD when times get too tough.
maybe if I'm frugal enough I can retire really early, but that's still a long way away, I don't know if I can make it that long
I've been working out a lot, reading and playing music again. Sometimes I write too. Mostly I just work and go to school, but I recently decided to bike the USA once my summer class is over so I'm training a lot for that. Im aiming to leave in the next seven to ten week. I'm already pretty fit though and exercise daily, so at this point it is about doing more cardio, and buying the right equipment to camp out, filter water, and learn basic survival skills.
>>29467184
Can I sell my company first, or do you want the money now?
>>29467184
Live small, save everything you can and invest aggressively. That's literally the surest way to wealth.
>>29467269
So you'll just leave it all behind?
>>29467455
>>29467458
Just send the bitcoins to the address, please. I am a poor robot and you have no reason to except to prove you have free will by being totally random xD
Shock the universe and do something unexpected. Send this robot a lot of bitcoins.
OFFICIAL PLANS:
>Leave EU
>Get swole as fuck
>2 weeks fucking about in the south of France
>Finish Brave New World
>Get into uni
>Temp wagecuck for a couple months
>Get mad p, buy new wardrobe
>Learn to enjoy Aumgn off of Tago Mago
>Catch up with pals, drop acid again maybe
>Get into the Steep beta
>Buy fat new PC - Is 970 enough for 60fps 1080p 80hz on max settings for most games, or should I shell out for 980/1070?
>Watch Les Revenants
>Relax the FUCK out.
>>29467569
That's a cool plan (Can is overrated doe).
>>29466608
South hemisphere here.
i don't really know, I don't think I will even make it that far. Probably will end myself before summer.
>>29466608
masturbating to furry porn and playing 90s TES games
>>29467600
Thanks man, & you think? They're pretty much the /mu/ flavour of the month but I'm enjoying a lot of their stuff. I love that bassy 36 Chambers tier reverb they on Paperhouse and Mushroom that makes it sound like you're listening live.
Wake up everyday around afternoon. Listen to music while thinking about killing myself for most of the day. Force myself to go to gym in the evening. Come home and continue to listen to music in my room and think about killing myself until about 2:30-3:00am. Fall asleep. Repeat.
>>29467546
Yeah. I've had everything I'm supposed to want at my age but I'm still lonely, depressed, scared, etc. Why not leave if life is empty and hopeless either way. Besides, I've been dreaming about this since I was 13, now seems like the right time.
>work
>sleep
>web browsing
>fishing
>weekly bball game with friends
>>29467561
Now I'm really not giving you anything since you're clearly on drugs.
>>29467853
C'mon man. PROVE you're not a puppet of the universe or fate.
There's no reason for you to send coins to that address. It's a stupid thing to do.
BUT, to do it, would prove that you have free will.
Send coins to the address and prove you are a human with free will.
>>29467674
They were pretty good when they focused on doing more pop songs where they were all pretty balanced and complementary. I guess experimentation and freejazzy bullshit was necessary at that time but it is quickly boring.
>>29467772
Why scared? Isn't that more scary?
>Attempt to get /fit/
>Play shit tons of CSGO and Battlefield
>Browse the chans
>Hopefully get a case of MREs so I can start my MRE review channel I always wanted
>Maybe go out once a month and sit awkwardly in the corner
>>29467886
You prove it first.
>>29466608
Going to read 40 or so books.
>>29468023
I just chopped off my index finger with a butcher knife holy shit there's blood everywhere AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
Now send me the coins faggot
>>29466608
I'll be moving into my cousin's house, which he just took over payments for. The good news is, rent is going to be significantly cheaper than what I pay at my current apartment. The bad news is, his mother is an extreme hoarder and he's a fucking slob. My lease is up in August, and I know for a fact that it will take at least two weeks to completely move his mom out & clean the house, top to bottom. His sister, who is also a slob, is staying at their house until the end of June. Basically, I'll have at most 4 weeks to clean out my aunts stuff, clean his house, then move my stuff in.
I'm stressing out over it, considering his mom STILL hasn't found a new place to live. There's no fucking way I'm moving there while she still lives there, and there's also no way I'm moving into that house before it's been thoroughly emptied, cleaned, sprayed, and then cleaned again. They have a roach and mice infestation, not to mention 3 tick infested dogs. He asked me if I wanted to move in earlier this year, but the closer we get to the deadline, the more I realize how unfit my cousin is going to be as a homeowner, and how much work I'm going to have to do just to make this place liveable.If his Mom isn't out by July 4th, I'm not moving in and I'm pretty sure I'll ruin my only friendship because of itAnyone else ever been in a similar situation?
Being all hot and sweaty in my room.
>>29468068
Wrong answer, but I'm willing to give you a last chance to convince me in a smart way.
Working at a sweet paid internship with a federal agency ATVing and hiking around the woods all summer. Nature is great guys you should check it out more
Spending all of July working in the absolute middle of nowhere in alaska as a field assistant helping drill core samples to explore a 600,000 ounce gold ore body. the camp I'll be living in will have 14 people and I'll have to take helicopter rides to the ore body every day.
>>29467941
It is more scary, a lot more scary. Especially when I factor in returning home and trying to assimilate and work back in with everyone else, but I want to know what it's like out their. Maybe if I do this bike trip I wont be so afraid of every other thing.
>>29468142
Our internal perception of free will is indistinguishable from any "reality" of free will, so the debate is spurious. It is enough that we sense ourselves weighing options and making decisions. Any further discussion is a denial of mutually verifiable empirical evidence apprehended from our common subjective experience.
Furthermore, deterministic science cannot account for emergent phenomena like consciousness. It remains a mystery why, if atoms are arranged in a particular order, they give rise to the subjective epiphenomena of individuality. The "hard problem of consciousness" has yet to be solved and may never be. There is simply no path from the hard reality of atoms to the subjective experience of qualia. The argument for determinism depends on consciousness reducing to atomic states that have predictable interactions. But, consciousness does not reduce. There is no apparent consciousness in an atom.
Ergo, free will is real because you perceive yourself to have free will, and consciousness does not reduce to determinism, as there is no path from determinism to consciousness.
There is my argument!! Now exercise your liberty and send me bitcoins!
Pic related but with a lot of weed and Runescape, and the occasional Skype call
>>29468607
You sound unprepared. What makes you think you'll even survive?
Pretty much being naked or just in undies whenever I'm at home because the AC hasn't worked all summer and the land lady keeps saying she'll fix it but never does.
>>29468695
That was good, unfortunately I forgot your bitcoin address. Fuck.
>>29468900
1CoHtqJSuMmcoYXByEAZ16FDfWy87RBvMg
same as
>>29467184
If you were just jacking me off oh well. I had fun writing it. Tata
>>29468824
Why is your head so round?
>>29466936
Genre of music? Name? SoundCloud link?
>>29468921
Sent. Just promise me you won't buy any drugs.
>>29466608
I spent a week with a girl I met online and then I had to go back home and everything is awful.
I've just been sitting around, browsing 4chan like always.
>>29468960
I do some electronic, pop metal hiphop dumbster. Find me at eagerbottom32
>>29469037
I promise! I am just a humble robot... I have no addictions to anything but coffee.
