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Well robots, I'm pretty convinced the internet has ruined me.

>Summer of 2014
>16
>Lonely kissless overweight virgin
>Brony, long ass stupid looking hair, horrible acne
>Meet someone online (I forget where)
>Another dude in the same situation
>Start talking to each other online
>Gradually do so more often
>Within a week or two, we're talking for like 4 hours a day at least
>Never share pics of ourselves
>About a month in he tells me he's bi and that I'm the only person he's told
Fast forward another month
>Start writing erotica together most nights
>We'd always play lesbians
>Jerk off to it most nights
>Start wondering if we're "a couple"
>Get all flirty and shit
Summer ends
>He tells me he's gay
>Insists we do gay role plays
>Stop doing it entirely
>Get really fucking depressed
>Go to counseling for months
>Try to kill myself
>He's mostly stopped talking to me because all I would do is vent and threaten suicide
>Get put on antidepressants
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>Start talking to him again
>It's awkward as shit
>His dad dies
>He says he's not sad/depressed
>Three days later tells me he's transsexual
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>He started browsing tumblr and shit a few months before. Dear god, no.
>He gets depressed as shit and starts threatening suicide too
>Insists I call him by he/she pronouns
>Spend hours upon hours trying to talk him back from the ledge
>Finally sends me a picture of himself
>He's uglier than me
>All attraction is dead
But here's the best part
>The entire time convinced I was either bi or gay
>Told my mom I was bi
>"It's fine, anon. I love you for who you are, but just keep that on the down low, okay?"
>Tell most of my friends I'm bi
>Tell chicks I'm interested in that I'm bi
>Hooked up with dudes twice and it was awful both times
>Most of my friends know
>Never watched gay porn, never think of guys when masturbating
>I'm actually straight as an arrow, but turned myself into the biggest faggot ever for attention

My mom was right...