What are you watching/listening to/eating? Why are you still up? What are you doing tomorrow?
I'm watching Fear and loathing in Las Vegas, eating grapes. Got class tomorrow. Second day of new semester. Maybe play Fallout 4 later until it crashes, check some mods on LoversLab.
>>29455383
Im in las vegas.
>>29455383
playing rainbow 6 with my friends on ps4 and browsing r9k. that is a cute pic u got there
>>29455429
no way that's awesome. Does it smell like faint alcohol and semen constantly?
>>29455870
In my room, yes. Dont know about the rest of the city.
>>29455466
Who's winning? I hope you are anon.
>that is a cute pic u got there
I think she's really cute too
>>29455882
No way, thats what all my friend's cars smell like. Well, is it the smell f recent semen?
Were you beating off anon? Hentai again?
>>29455950
I like normal porn. Also, i like cell phone videos of guys going up to chicks and cumming on them in public without them noticing.
>>29455986
yea that's really hot. Almost getting caught, constantly nervous... have you had sex in public before anon? or with someone's family members near by?
>>29456006
No. Am virgin.
>>29455383
I just got done battling a virus for 3 hours because I downloaded a fishing bot for Kronos. It gave me something to do.
I'm doing nothing at all and feel like dying.
>>29456043
why anon? Do girls prefer to finger themselves with carrots than fuck you? You can't be that ugly.
Do you have love handles the size of bent knees?
What's going on?
>>29455383
Scrolling 4chan looking for something amusing until sleep consumes me. I can't sleep because I got in an argument with my alcoholic parents earlier.
Tomorrow I'm going to text my boyfriend all day (if he's forgiving), play wow, and maybe stop by my highschool to grab my diploma
After that I have to go to the DMV to pick up my ID then to college to pick up another ID and turn in my transcripts
Busy week
>>29456068
Sounds frustrating. Is everything better njow? Or are you getting those desktop dancer girl adds from 2004?
>>29456095
Why die? When you can wrap your can masturbate and drink heavily. Let's get wasted together anon
>>29456209
I have no alcohol and haven't fapped to completion in almost two months though
>>29456173
Were they angry because you were existing in the same planet as them?
Why would he be forgiving you? What did you do to piss him off?
The DMV might be good. It's like looking thru a window into what hell's waiting room is. Very interesting experience, suicide educing.
>>29456258
cute!
who is it?
>>29456233
Two months? Holy cow, why? Is it stuck somewhere? Like a grapefruit or something and now they can't pull it out... you ok?
>>29456258
No my step dad was down talking me and I snapped at him and got them both mad. He refused to buy my mom alcohol because I pissed him off so she wouldn't stop yelling
I told him I didn't want to talk to him because he kept texting me in the middle of the argument. Afterwards I was apologetic, but he can be really sensitive and continue to ignore me
I went there to try and pick up my ID a week ago, the lady at the desk was rude and dismissive. The waiting room is also terrible and stuffed with people
Not looking forward to it
>>29456311
look up Acchi Kocchi
Hope you like it!
>>29456342
thanks mang
2original4u
>>29456319
sounds rough, is AA a in her life yet? Could be life changing. Well.... adleast NA was...I mean is.
Yea have fun at the DMV, no matter where, they have a strong foundation dedicated to having the local assholes working under one roof
Studying for my technical interview. Only thing is I'm way too anxious right now.
>>29456315
I try every couple of days because something will make my dick tingle, but I'll always stop before I'm even close to finishing because I just don't feel like it.
depression stronk
>>29456439
Nope. My mom doesn't think she has a problem, yet they spend 40-50$ a week on cigs and alcohol but wonder why we don't have enough for food. I have to refill my prescription in a few days and I think I'm going to have to ask my real dad for money again because I don't even know what she does with my child supoot.
Really sucks because every time I need something I can't rely on the money he sends me. It also makes me nervous because his income taxes will be given to me at the end of the summer and shes probably going to blow it off on something unnecessary
>>29455383
I caught up with jojo and just finished playing GTA with my friends
>>29456497
Sweet baby jesus, I can't even image that kind of depression.
I'm so depressed I can't cum.
Are you ok? Wana talk?
>>29456550
Have yo told your real dad what s going on? Or is it one of those things where you don't contact him?
>>29456661
No I haven't because he actually fights my mom to stop paying for children support. Anything I tell him he'll use as fuel against us in court.
>>29456783
Well to be completely honest it might be better. Your clearly not getting the life style you should be... I wouldn't let anyone do that to me, putting up with that kind of bullshit. I dont know the whole story obviously, but that's what I would do.
>>29456638
There isn't really anything to talk about, I just really want to die.
>>29456968
But why? Whats going on in your life that edged you to this? Talk to me anon, or adleast give me a hint. Maybe I can help... somehow
Listening to some patrick park while tryin to prepare myself to meet my dad from rehab.
I dont even see him as family anymore and have to fake caring for him a couple times a year just so he doesnt relapse or kill himself..
>>29457013
Haven't heard of him before. It sounds like very nice music.
What are you doing to prep for his arrival.
oh no... what is he recovering from? I hope he didn't have a shitty rehab home, they can have real dickheads workin there sometimes.
>>29457072
For the last 14 years of my life he's been an alcoholic and used heroin, hes noe so damaged and burnt out..
He could pass ad my grandpa and I cant help but feel bad for him, he has no family or friends that care for him. And I really just dont want his death on my conscience.
My mom had to raise me alone while being sick and working part time because he chose his addiction over us so
Im sorry about the blog I just dislike thid
>>29455383
Watching "IT Crowd", eating pic related + coffee.
I am still up because its 12:03 here.
Nothing planned for tomorrow yet.
>>29456986
There's nothing going on in my life right now, that's probably contributing to these feelings somewhat.
I've been NEET for 3 years, everything before that I failed, I make people hate me without even trying, I have some people I talk to online, but it's never one-on-one and I'm not really sure how close we actually are, outside of them, I've got no one except my family who I don't tell any of my problems to.
I'll never be as important to someone as they would be to me, I have no hobbies or marketable skills, I lack a personality aside from what I absorb from the people I talk to, I'm probably on the spectrum.
I'm living garbage that deserves to die.
>>29457128
Damn... thats not the best combo. Hasn't he tried N64 and used weed? Very yummy combo.
Ok bad joke. But seriously that pretty fucked.
Don't feel bad about sharing! I know this will solidify your hate for me, but I was rehabed... twice. And I know the drain that it is on everyone. I really hope he gets better. And it is crazy how we choose our choice drug over literally anything else, even a great anon.
>>29457182
Where are you? It's just sun rise where I am. It's 6:23 am.
>>29457378
Moved to Austria from NY, and never looked back
>>29457441
hah you hated New York? Well yea, I hate florida, it fucking sucks. I can't wait to leave.
What kind of cigarettes they got have there
>>29457371
I couldn't hate you anon, hate is a rather strong word..
Thanks for letting me vent atleast <3
>>29457530
these are Chesterfield Red 100s, since they cost the same as normal length.
>>29457530
and in general we have most of the cigs that are sold in the us aswell
>>29457556
Glad you did, hope it goes well!
>>29457695
You make sure you get your rest anon!
>>29455383
Just finished grinding on OSRS and listening to initial D shit while eating fried chicken and other rotting foods
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dv13gl0a-FA
I feel really good but I don't want to face the empty bedin 100 degree weatherAT NIGHT
>>29457720
heh sure, I haven't sleep since Sunday, some time mid-day. I have class at in 2 hours... I cant sleep now. If I do I wont wake up for 12 hours
>>29457819
Holy crap, that weather sounds bandannas. Are you neighbors with fucking Aladdin?
Cool music, hadn't heard it before.
I just rediscovered this music not to long ago. Not really what I listen too, but it's pretty good. Do you like it?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zJqLH8EA2rM
>>29457219
i'm sorry for late reply but... are you actually me, anon?
>>29459024
Am I actually you?
>>29458869
Sounds funky from what little of it I listened to, I'll definitely save it
And no I'm neighbors with pablo insouthern california
>>29455466
this anon here. It is now 6 am and I haven't slept. I really want to lose weight and I've decided that I'm going to do it. starting today by getting myself used to the feeling of hunger and trying to last as long as i can without eating. wish me luck
>>29459092
it was um, figure of speech, but it kinda felt like you've pretty much described me there in your post, maybe except the online friends part.
i do have some friends online but i do know for a fact that they don't really care, which hurts me the most. other than that no friends irl whatsoever, my family just thinks i'm lazy.
>>29459166
fuck that's rough. And I bet it's that hummid shit huh? Im your east coast rival, adleast to the international people. Florida sucks do haha. Cant wait to move out. Its usually really hot and humid here. it's always.fucking.humid. Won't survive without the shortest shorts you got. Class in like 30 min, have to shower, and then just sweat for hours :'(
>>29459217
ok good luck? How much weight are you planning on losing weight?
And that's not really gonna work probably. You have to be super strong willed, if not when you do eat your gonna pig out and screw it up even more
>>29459293
well if this works out long term about 100 poundsish. im a fatass.
sipping on some tea atm.
>>29455383
>Listening to the Shiki OST cause I'm a weeb faggot. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8v2KiqsOfZw
>Watching GATE because of former reason stated
>Tomorrow am going to college, then to watch some Euro football with some guys at the local club
>>29459273
It's actually fairly arid, I mean it is a desert, not like it matters in the day when it hits 120 when everything is suffering, I hope the heat or this life ends soon
Ironically I haven't worn shorts in five years
