>Feel horny
>Browse some porn and get ready for a fap
>Feel overwhelmingly lonely and depressed as I watch it
>Lose will to fap
>Wash, rinse, repeat
Well, I guess this is now my life.
I know how you feel.
Sometimes I power through the desperation and loneliness and fall to new degenerate lows, and then I consider suicide once I've completed my self-gratification.
>>29447637
Yeah. There's nothing quite like forcing yourself to fap through the depression, nutting, then immediately regretting that decision, laying down and staring at the ceiling for 10 minutes while syncing your suicidal thoughts with the porn video that's still playing.
>>29447594
This happened a lot when I was smoking pot.After quitting I realized it was really because I am a lonely person and frequent masturbation was just a method for escapism and I might as well kill myself if I continued down that path.
>Browse porn
>Not horny, just want to fap
>Dick isn't reacting to anything
>Even anal creampie prolapse porn isn't doing it
>Last resort
>Go watch some degenerate shit
>12 year olds twerking, two guys fucking a shemale, etc.
>Dick is starting to get hard
>Start masturbating to lolicon
>Stroke as I look at images of cartoon lolis get anally raped
>Cum after an hour and a half
>Mediocre orgasm
>Close browser and come to a full realization the 8th time that week that I am absolute trash
I'm glad I don't look at porn anymore to be honest.
>>29447594
>>29447764
>>29448643
knew I was browsing /r9k/ but I STILL wasn't ready for these feels
I wish I could stop thinking about the married woman at work.
>>29448643
That's pretty much how my fapping sessions go by. Not sure what the fuck happened faping used to be fun.
Quit masturbating and try to find a girlfriend, anon. You can be ugly or whatever but as long as you're funny you can make girls fall for you.
>>29448955
>fapping used to be fun.
no fun at all more, just do it because I'm horny or bored
