What is your guy's problem, exactly?
Myself. Me. My mistakes, my decisions. My insecurity. My inability to fix my mistake. Having to watch. Being forced to move on. No matter how much effort I could now put in, it'd be too late.
Ultimately, just me. I am my own problem.
I can't form a relationship despite my efforts because nobody clicks with me. So I feel apathetic towards people and I desperately want to end this feeling of loneliness but I can't. It's left me feeling helpless and miserable.
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Generalized confusion and consequent fatigue. I've never been quite the same after I've had a meltdown thanks to an extremely stressful life. I've never been too good and understanding others (assburger's scum) and my life got extremely complicated around high school (like it unsurprisingly does for most people with any ASD) and I just kinda burned out because I couldn't understand anyone's behaviors, I felt surrounded by savages, no one made any sense, the world felt cruel and random.
I'm much better but I've never been quite the same as far as "putting up" with stressful situations goes, I kinda just shut down nowadays, I'm guessing my brain developed some sort of protective reaction to anything related to my past mishaps.
