>walk past a girl at the bus station after i leave the gym
>she looks at me briefly and takes on the smile of disgust
>feel sorry for being an eyesore for everyone
why the fuck am i even trying ?
Well, so that one day they will look at you and not puke.
>smile of disgust
What?
>>29443653
forced smile that is
>>29442923
>Smile of disgust
I'm 99,99% sure you're just imagining this. People generally don't 'smile out of disgust', even if you really are disgusting.
>>29443708
maybe, but that would then again mean, that i am slowly becoming paranoid and that isn't a suitable prospect either.
But, good answer m8
>>29443619
top bantz m8
>>29443849
I've been through a pretty depressed period about a year and a half ago. I desperately needed support from other people. I remember that when I was looking for this, it seemed like everybody disliked me and rejected me. It was thanks to the help of one guy (that later became an extremely close friend) that I managed to slowly snap out of it. After that, I realized that I only imagined it all. People didn't outright reject. They were just cold and indifferent, something that I am to a lot of other people as well. From then on I consciously tried to be nicer to people and the rewards I got from that are truly great.
Either way, 'smiles out of disgust' don't exist. It was likely a genuine positive signal. Try to see through the haze, bro.
