Who else
>raped as a child by family member
here?
Not by a family member, so I can't contribute.
What happened OP?
>>29441596
>raped by drunk mom
Basically the point my life started going down. Does post-rape nightmare tier life have an end? Seems like there's nothing I can do to get back that bubblegum mindset that normal people have. Other than with pain killers.
Nightmare mode robots get in here
>>29441710
How old were you? What's your relationship with her like now?
>>29441570
May I suggest suicide?
She can't rape you if you're dead.
My mom got married when I was about 5 and he started fucking me almost immediately. I'm autistic and could barely speak at the time, so I guess I was pretty easy prey.
I actually don't think it messed me up that bad. It hurt a lot and I felt really disgusting but I feel so detached from my childhood that it doesn't bother me too much these days, although I've still never had consensual sex.
>>29441899
>an hero
Probably the best advice I can get. PTSD is incurable.
>>29441710
I'm sorry for what happened to you but most people's live turns to shit as they get older. That bubblegum mindset is rare in adults.
Closest thing I can think of for advice is therapy but you get out of that what you put in.
When I was 16 I let a pedophile I met on Yahoo rape my little brother for 500 dollars.
I bought a PSP.
My dad died when I was young and my mom walked out so my grandma took me to raise. She was abusive of me though including sexual. Very possible that her second child was by me.
life is pain.
God is Strength
>>29441899
don't be a dick, bro.
>>29442104
Fuuuuuck
I would kill myself if I did that man
>>29442104
A $500 psp?
Wherever you live, that's 3rd-world-tier
>>29441911
>although I've still never had consensual sex.
Same. There's some sort of fear of women that comes along with being abused by ones mother.
>>29441710
>Having sex with a woman
Fuck off, OP. Kys
>>29442224
I wouldn't say that I'm afraid of men I just don't like people touching me and being that I'm autistic I probably won't ever be in a normal relationship.
I'm sorry that happened to you though anon
I hope you can heal from this
>>29442104
I hope this isn't real man that's just fucked up
What have you done to make it up to your brother
>>29441911
>cucked dad
Holy shit.
My parents were drunk one time when I was real young and invited me into their bedroom while they were having sex. The rest is a blur
>>29441792
>What's your relationship with her like now?
She asked me to kill myself a few weeks ago. This is actually hilarious to me in a deep level.
>>29441710
I thought this was going to be real rape like if your dad used your butthole. Oh no I put my dick in a vagina boo hoo
almost as bad as those roasties who go scoping for stranger dick and then cry about getting raped
>>29442323
Do you not know what cuck means or was my phrasing confusing
>>29442190
Why? Fuck the autistic shitlord, I had to orchestrate a fairly complex plan in order to get my 500 dollars including making sure my parents were gone long enough for rape, drugging my brother and not getting raped myself which was fairly difficult.
Then I buy a PSP and a few games and my parents turn around and buy one for my brother for no god damn reason than because I had one, being the older sibling is full of kicks in the cunt like that, I fucking hated it.
>>29442220
Well, it was like brand new and I bought some games with it too, I think I had about 430 dollars worth of shit in total when I left gamestop that day.
>>29442322
Not pimped him out for more money.
>>29442522
tawp keck
>>29442522
>mfw if this story was actually true instead of edgelord fantasy
>>29442478
This is a big part of the problem. People don't realize the damage women can do to children. Don't the most fucked up children(murderers) come from single mothers?
>>29442427
I swear alcohol should be fucking banned. Every child abuse story has alcohol abusing parents in it.
I wasn't raped as such, however when I was 15 and a pretty fat beta my same aged same gender 15 year old cousin made me play Minesweeper in front of him completely naked. everytime I blew up a mine he would pop a piece of acne on my ass so I ended up sitting on a blood stained chair too scared to move. He usually sniffed my ass and rubbed my balls as well. If I got an erection he would solve the game for me. Probably doesn't sound too bad but I can't sit and use a computer, I have to either stand on my PC or lay down on my laptop which is causing back issues
tfw no guns to kill self jdimsa
>>29441570
i got molested. good thing he's not into anal.
Its all a huge blur but I was molested by a family "friend" who stayed with us for a year when I was 4.
Something very awful was also done to me by a very very infamous person who came into public awareness in the 90s. My initial abuser must have passed me over to him, I guess those terrible types of people run in the same circles. Anyway the fear I have about the man that molested me dosent even register on the same scale that the other man does, its indescribable.
>>29441596
Yeah, greentext or GTFO desu
>>29442007
> That bubblegum mindset is rare in adults
By bubblegum mindset I meant the ability to enjoy life.
>>29442644
No worries it sounds like some envy grudge fantasy.
>>29441570
Not by a family member, but I was by my babysitters teenaged son at 7.
Being inside barns make me uncomfortable now. I've had some issues during sex where I had to stop for a while and calm down as well.
>>29442756
TOP KEK HOLY SHIT ANON
>>29442756
sorry anon
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>>29442756
>tfw no helpful cousin to teach me to be good at minesweeper and pop the pimples on my ass
You had it good.
>>29443068
The world is full of miserable people and not all of them have been raped or molested. That's not to say it's not a horrible thing. It no doubt makes it harder to grow up and be the rare, happy adult, similar in some respects to being bullied.
You may have feelings of "maybe this happened to me because I deserved it" or "now I'm worthless". Which is why I mentioned therapy. That could possibly help you get past that. Maybe then you'd have a chance at being a little happier.
>>29441570
me and my brother sucked my uncles dick when I was 6 and my brother was 13. after that my brother molested me for years
>>29443385
You should probably murder him.
I was raped by my brother's gf.
>>29443385
me too. strange world, huh? but my brother was younger than me. and my father did it too.
>>29443606
Rape her back for revenge.
>>29441570
by my step brother, he wasn't arrested or even in any real trouble for it because he was 13 and I was 7.
>>29441570
My feet were licked and my toes sucked by a severly mentally retarded girl. She had the downs face and everything. She would throw tantrums and be really bad but for some reason, sucking my toes an licking my feet calmed her and relaxed her so my parents forced me to let her do it whenever she stayed over. I thought it was weird as fuck when it happened but now I have a fetish for it. I want women to lick my dirty, stinky feet.
>>29441570
I wish I was raped, I'd have an excuse to be here
Consider yourselves lucky rapots.
>>29442007
>>29443324
>therapy
This is the worst part. If I tell a therapist what happened my brothers are gonna be put into an orphanage or some other terrible shit. Feels good getting a chance to talk about it here as an anonymous poster, can't open this shit up to anyone.
>>29442478
tfw the faggots on /r9k/ are so deluded that this post could might as well be real
>>29442867
You got molested by the King of Pop. Lucky bastard.
Me. Sent to go live with my aunt when my dad was court-ordered to attend anger management. Mother left when I was two. Got molested by my aunt. Sent back to my dad, who beat me whenever he saw fit, even after anger management. I can barely formulate thoughts anymore.
>>29442867
details. What's the indescribable thing?
And who was it?
>>29442742
My dad never touched the stuff, nor did he abuse any other substances. He just took his anger out on me. I was the anti-drug.
>>29443976
Sometimes /r9k/ can help and if it's doing something for you then I'm glad. Sucks that we live in such a fucked up world.
>>29443578
I want to. he also got be wasted when I was 16 and raped me when I was too drunk to stand up
