who /addictive personality/ here?
Literally everything I do most of the time is just a manifestation of an addiction. Video games, food, caffeine, porn, exercise. I literally have no idea how to be normal. I used to just spend all day smoking weed because it was the only thing that gave me pleasure but I gave that up. I've almost become an alcoholic and few times and have stayed away from hard drugs because I know as soon as I start doing them by myself the game is over.
Feels like a constant losing battle with myself.
>>29425093
I'm an ESFP, any esfps here?
>>29425093
You aren't alone anon. I get addicted to shit that isn't even an actual drug like its crack. I think I'm addicted to avoidance somehow. My family has a history of addiction and mental illness. Fucking kill me.
>>29425139
>E
>on my /r9k/
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>29425164
same. I come form a long line of alcoholics and depression/ anxiety. shit fucking sucks I have no control over it. Every morning is basically a game of spin the wheel and see how I feel today
>>29425181
You're r9k.? Pfsh You need to leave new fag
>tfw alcoholic
The last time I got drunk I wound up calling my ex gf to pick me up, and staying at her house. She hit me in the face because I wouldn't stop telling her about how I was going to bang some other girl, and then I tried to grab her ass. I felt pretty pathetic in the morning hearing about it.
I've been able to keep my cigarette smoking in check for years, but I'm starting to worry about the alcohol. Once I get started, it's been getting out of hand.
> want to be skinny
> only addiction is eating
> porn, alcohol gambling and drugs swevered right past me.
I wish I was addicted to eating fruits and veggies.
>>29425409
I'm skelly, 6'2 and 107 lbsit helps very little
>>29425093
Define addiction
Yo. I keep ending up in the psych ward after wild drug binges culminating in extreme suicidal ideation. Been sober like 15 days, and that's 15 days too many. And of course by sober I mean no hard drugs, I'm still smoking weed everyday, drinking what little I can, and more or less abusing my psychiatric meds.
I spend the vast majority of my time either here or playing vidya. My life is an empty shitshow. Pretty certain I want to reintroduce heroin to the equation and see what happens.
Yet somehow I have an incredibly easy time keeping nicotine consumption in check, and can basically quit cold turkey whenever I want with no issues. It's one of the few things where I don't get too addicted.
>>29426283
how do you make money? what do you do for a living?
>>29426331
I've been NEET for roughly a year. I worked last summer in a warehouse and made several thousand dollars. Since then I've just be burning through it. I'm almost out of cash now, which is why things have sort of ground to a halt.
>>29426352
How did you make several thousand dollars? And why didnt you atleast invest 100k?
>>29426627
It's not hard to make a few thousand dollars just over a summer when you don't go out and blow money.
>>29426639
My problem is that I would make like 40 bucks a day but then buy 20 dollars worth of weed a day so i could ever save money
>>29425093
You probably have adhd/add.
