Post Virginity Loss Emptyness
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>be 23y/o virgin but not kissless
>have been lifting a lot since summer 2015
>see female friend haven't seen since before I started the /fit/ lifestyle a couple weeks ago
>she's mirin' muh gainz
>we're all gonna make it.jpeg
>friend goes back to school for summer classes
>continue to text back and fourth over time since originally seeing each other again
>last week shit starts to heat up
>skype and snapchat fap sessions almost every night.png
>I agree to come see her at school 2.5hours away
>get there Saturday night and do typical date bullshit, dinner and a movie
>nothing sexual during this time period just hanging out as friends like we normally would
>get back to her place
>after brushing teeth I find her naked in bed
>I get naked and a long night of sexy time takes place
>next morning she explains she had fun but there was no spark when we kissed
>I describe a similar thing happened to me as well
>agree to just stay friends and not get clingy for one another
>leave town feeling happy for finally losing muh V card
>wake up this morning still thinking of her
>know there's no way we'll ever be compatible together
>feel empty now, realize the goal of virgity loss is pointless and stupid without /love/
>FUCK
>mfw I should have just have became a wizard instead REEE!!!
>tfw no gf to feel companionship with
Just castrate yourself.
Then this childish nonsense will no longer concern you.
>Couple weeks ago
>Gainz
Fuck off
>>29417715
>have been lifting a lot since summer 2015
>summer 2015
>2015
>be in Thailand on vacation
>drunk as fuck
>decide to lose virginity to hooker
>get 9/10 from gogo bar
>in hotel room get naked
>can't get it up
>after a few tries she gets me hard
>put on condom, thrust inside her vagoo, come in about 5 thrusts
Still better than remaining a virgin.
>>29417500
try again, the highs wont be as high without the lows friend
>>29417715
Sorry, that was mistyping on my part. I've been lifting for over a year now(summer 2015 was when I started). I first saw my female friend again a couple weeks ago, she hadn't seen me since before I fell for the /fit/ meme last year
>>29417769
Yes, I realize I'm still a DYEL. But I'm world's better from where I was a year ago. Before I was a skinny fat cardiofag that had no muscle mass whatsoever
This whole experience has left me feeling like shit. Life seems pointless now, I thought sex was the meaning to it but I guess not. Going to try and keep going for my waifu, at least there's still hope we'll be compatible when I meet her on the other side
