>tfw no matter how much you desire death it won't come
>tfw can't go due to family
>tfw was so close to ending it
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It never ends
Orgumo cumo
>you will never be stopped by a muslim man and asked if you want to join ISIS
Have you tried an assisted suicide anon? They make you feel better about killing yourself and if you prove that you're genuinely unsaveable then they'll help you kill yourself
That or you could get yourself really drunk/high one night with a loaded gun and see what happens. If you still have value in your life then your drunken self won't do it. If you don't then goodbye