Who else hates themselves?
>virgin
>skinny
>addicted to cigarettes
>can't have fun without weed or alcohol
>shit grades in community college
>no ambitions
>no future plans
>obsess over my oneitis
All of these things I can change and fix but have no motivation to do so. Anyone else in the same boat? Anyone with any input?
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>>29401246
Quite the same, only I have periodical oneitis that really fucks me up. Same with possibilities of changing myself but no fucking motivation, because nihilism hits hard m8.
>>29401661
Had crush on a grill for ''some'' (longer than should have) time.
Every time I tried to get ''closer to her'' I did fuck up big time.
Later on found out she found a bf. Proto Alpha chad sort of type.
Yet she always pays attention to when others do not and calls me ''cute'' and likes to joke with me. Thing is I am probably some sort of friendzone tier beta fuck that she can play with.
>>29401797
I feel like I'm jn the same situation. Me and my oneitis have a lot in common and have very similar personalities and interests. We've made out before, played wither titties and sucked on them. But recently o tried hooking up with her again but she would not give me anything back. She just laid there motionless. Confused the hell outta me.
