to be honest if it wasn't for the tests, training, and couple year minimum service contract or something i'd go. Like if i could just drop by for a month or two and get to shooting people and stepping on landmines or whatever.

>>29399951
Sounds more fun than wasting your pathetic existence away day by agonizing day

I wouldn't be depressed because I wouldn't have time to be depressed.

Then I'd get suicidally depressed when I get home because I'd have a lot of backed up depression.

Cue statistical suicide.

>>29399951
Dude.. that FIXES depression. We need a fucking war NOW.

I'd probably spend the days feeling mostly fine and just totally committing to my military role, then break down at night and sob with a loaded gun barrel in my mouth