where my sad, scared alcoholics at
shakes are back after my last detox. crazy how it only takes a few day. drinking little bottles of smirnoff watermelon every hour while slicing deli meats and handing out steaks for fathers day to make it through the workday.
i wish this stuff wasnt physically addicting. oh well i live in new england so gansetts are cheap and pretty good tasting.
i wish my heart would stop palpitating though. the shakes are all gone but i wish the booze would calm my ticker down.
>>29397270
done blogging
have some pics i dug out of one of the few good leddit subs
>>29397270
right here senpai
I've never had the shakes, but I haven't been without alcohol for more than 24 hours in the last 3 years. Should I be worried if I try to quit?
>>29397270
KOMENT ORINGINGGNSLAL
>>29397365
how much do you drink a day, and how often? a fifth a night? liter over the course of the day morning till night?
>>29397379
dfghdfsghdf
>>29397489
fuck this fucking faggot filter kill the robot it was shit before and its shit now
>>29397270
would be an alcoholic but poorfag NEET desu
>>29397554
massive trikes, race cars now
>>29397392
each day varies, but I'd say I've weaned myself down to about 7-8 a day (half pint of 100 proof and 2 strong beers)
Had a friend get a seizure after he went cold turkey for ~36 hours (I think he has drinking about a fifth of 80 a day, not sure though) thankfully someone was around, so he's okay now. How should I try to do this? Going cold turkey seems like asking for trouble, even though I don't drink nearly as much as I used to.
>>29397573
for five dollars a day you can get so drunk you cant walk
8 dollar plastic handles of 100 proof are out there, friendo.
probably better that you dont do this shit. it sucks. worst addiction ever.
>>29397614
dont fuck with alcohol withdrawal. seizures are bad, heart failure and strokes are worse.
read this. this is tried and true literature. taper off.
http://www.hamsnetwork.org/taper/
Would love to be a drinking neet with money
Lottery win when?
Would seriously make a man cave and live there for as long as I could and leave the house as little as possible and drink and build gaming PC and chill and drink alot
>>29397334
I don't get this image. Is it implying that drinking causes your life to go to shit?
Why do they not realize most people drink to escape their shitty lives?
>>29397672
if you win lotto do pills and shit. withdrawal is hell but it wont kill ya.
take magic mushrooms. did em a week ago and it was 90 mins of mindless laughter then 3 hours of pure relaxation. couldnt feel negative emotions. its the best antidepressant ive ever used.
>>29397727
Thats the problem I get will alcohol. Feel horribly depressed, down and paranoid after drinking a lot. I know that's quite normal but it sucks
>>29397701
Eventually, when you drink all day everyday, the problems you were drinking to forget become insignificant to those that are caused by your drinking.
Health problems are an afterthought. Enough blackouts where you do things that are 100% out of character, like really evil, nasty shit, and you suddenly realize that while life was shitty before, it was never as terrible as it can be when your brain turns off memory mode and makes you do awful things to those who don't deserve it.
>>29397777
hatin the robot right now
>>29397777
I don't interact with others or go outside.
I would take turning off memory mode all day everyday over the life I have now.
>>29397879
off*
origna
>>29397879
Well that's the thing. You black the fuck out you do things you don't do. Your ass might walk outside and fuck the neighbors dog. You might go and scream about the jews to the mailman. Blackout you is nothing like actual you.
>Finish a handle every 4-7 days
>Done this for 9 months
>Never felt withdrawal
I guess I just like drinking
>>29397907
If anything alcohol only makes me quieter.
Never been blackout drunk, but I would imagine that it would just result in me falling asleep since I don't have the energy for anything anyways.
>>29397972
that aint enough to get withdrawal. drink a half a handle a day for a while, then you're gonna be shaking like fuck.
>>29397648
mothafuck the feds
Sup alcoholic robots.
I'm seriously considering starting to drink as a way of feeling good for at least a few hours a day. Do you think I can manage it and not it let it get out of control and turn into an addiction? Any tips for doing that?
>>29398330
dont start till 5pm. im serious. you start drinking all day you will get addicted. otherwise you will just crave it fill 5pm but no real withdrawals.
right here, drinking iced coffee with dark rum as my guts tear themselves to shreds
who drew the pics? feeling the feels here anony poo